Jacob_Shouse
Humble Prayer Warrior
It’s me again, Jacob…. (Intercede with me)! I feel so much dread wondering how bad tonight will be when I lay down. I dread what tomorrow holds. I have so much grief and so much sorrow! I have started to feel like if repenting and renouncing the demons did nothing and I know I have enough faith get prayers answered I get my prayers answered all the time. I have started to maybe think I need to just accept the way life is! If God can can me enough strength to get through the hardcore sexual assaults maybe as long as they don’t hurt me maybe it just don’t matter! I did all I could do. I’m so grief stricken that I am freaked out wondering how bad the next attack will be? Each day I go to bed and deal with horrible attacks the entire time I lay there each day I lose more and more of myself! I am not not me anymore. I’m only running at like 30 percent now! Father in the name of Jesus I need a strength that is not my own in my body. I need help with these demons. Father why did they not leave? I feel like that I deserve all this somehow. Lord please make me understand why these demons can stay without a door opened? I’m scared for what tomorrow will hold for me! Please save me Father bec I am in a heap of trouble! Please intervene bec I don’t know what to do. In your loving name Jesus I pray amen.