Jacob_Shouse
Humble Prayer Warrior
It’s me again, Jacob. Intercede for me. I need to explain exactly what u deal with so when praying for me you can understand. All these issues with my throat and esophagus I lack spit in my mouth horribly! It gets so dry I almost can’t handle it than no matter how much I try I can’t snort my sinuses back. Something clearly is wrong. The drs can’t find a thing. It’s really bad also. I can’t even go around ppl really anymore because I have to snort constantly because of the crap sitting in my throat I always feel severe pressure and I can feel phlegm sitting in my sinus 24/7. After I eat food travels into my sinuses also. Try snorting food back that in your sinuses and try doing that without gagging! I can’t swallow, I choke. This has taken away a great singing voice I use to have. I use to be able to sing a high tenor range. Satan is literally robbing me of all of it! Mind you the damage all this causes to the mind is sad. To say I honestly don’t know what to is story of my life. I drink mainly only coco cola only because the times I try water or tea I can’t get any spit in my mouth so I start off find with tea but it don’t last I have to get coke I don’t have spit. Now water I don’t drink because I will have no spot at all. So see this is why when people tell me to fast do ppl truly think I haven’t tried? I had no spit at all in my mouth and you can’t sleep or carry on with fasting when you have no spit! My mouth goes completely cotton mouth. I need major prayer because the enemy is keeping me from living a decent life. The agony I live in is becoming a joke by now! I live in an agony that don’t even exists! Yes, that bad. To say I’m miserable is laughable. It takes all I have in me to live daily life. Pray God will create plenty of spit in my mouth so it don’t get dried out. I have very little cokes left and I have to move onto tea. I know this seems stupid but not having spit man it’s horrible! Alongside the problems with my throat and esophagus it just makes no spit in my mouth much worse. Listen nothing I post is a joke my throat issues and esophagus issues have at one time almost drive me to want to end my life I’m not in that frame of mind anymore but how bad would you assume it would be for someone to do that? That bad! Father in the name of Jesus, I have no spit Lord this is taking such a toll. I live the same day 24/7, I don’t know why things won’t change. Things won’t get better. This takes a toll. Lord You know I believe You know I don’t doubt what You can do. Why is life like this? Please bring healing to my body. I can’t live like this Lord! I’m in agony with these issues. In Jesus Name I pray. Amen. and Amen.