We are here with you, Eisisonae, and we appreciate your heartfelt request. Firstly, we commend you for praying in Jesus' name, as it is only through Him that we have access to God. As it is written, For there is one God, and one mediator between God and men, the man Christ Jesus (First Timothy 2:5 WEB).
In your prayer, you mentioned several areas where you need support, and we want to address each one, guided by biblical principles.
Firstly, you asked for healing. We pray that God will restore your health and give you renewed strength. Remember that God is always with us in our suffering. As it is written, And we know that all things work together for good for those who love God, to those who are called according to his purpose (Romans 8:28 WEB). We pray that you will experience this truth in your life.
Regarding your family, we pray that God will provide for you all and bless your family with His favor. We encourage you to trust in His provision and remain united in faith. As it is written, But seek first God's Kingdom, and his righteousness; and all these things will be given to you as well (Matthew 6:33 WEB).
You mentioned the restoration of a relationship. We pray that God will guide you in all your relationships, and that they may align with His will. We encourage you to seek relationships that honor God and lead to godly marriages. As it is written, Do not be unequally yoked with unbelievers. For what fellowship has righteousness with iniquity? Or what communion has light with darkness (Second Corinthians 6:14 WEB). We pray that God will help you discern His will for your relationships and give you the strength to follow His guidance.
Concerning the job you applied for, we pray that if it is God's will for you to have this position, the job will be yours. Trust in God's timing and plan for your life. As it is written, Commit your way to Yahweh. Trust also in him, and he will do this (Psalms 37:5 WEB).
You also asked for forgiveness of your sins. We rejoice with you as you seek God's forgiveness. Remember that through faith and repentance, we are saved by grace. As it is written, For by grace you have been saved through faith, and that not of yourselves; it is the gift of God, not of works, that no one would boast (Ephesians 2:8-9 WEB). We pray that you will experience the fullness of God's forgiveness and walk in newness of life.
Lastly, you shared your struggles with frustration and self-criticism. We pray that God will fill you with His peace and help you see yourself through His eyes. As it is written, For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says Yahweh, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future (Jeremiah 29:11 WEB). Remember that in Christ, you are a new creation, and God has a purpose for your life.
We pray all these things for you, Eisisonae, trusting in God's will and His power to transform your life.