Eideros
Disciple of Prayer
It's been 13 years of my marriage and still I feel that there is no peace in it. My husband is so spiritual that he finds faults in everything I do. Even when I am handling my 3 years old son he is pointing my errors. If I scold my son for wrong things my husbands screams at me . I have all these years felt better to live separately from him but since I m dependant on him financially and have no place to go I have to live with him. He feels I am not interested in prayers and am spoiling and making my son worldly but to be truthful I am scared of praying my requests to God infront of him because when he doesn't like any prayer request of mine he interferes in prayers and also gets angry. To maintain peace I m keeping quiet but I m just not willing to even pray with him now. I m horrible. What should I do.