anonymous4742
Servant of All
It's already another day, Lord. Help me Lord. $3,300.00 worth of help NOW. I can't deal woth ths Lord. I am tired of dealing woth this. Why won't you just let me die Lord. Why won't you help end my suffering. I have done and tried everything humanly possible with nothing but road blocks and my husband being the biggest.
Lord there are so many on ths sight who can't pay their basic bills and don't qualify for assistance.
I could handle all of this if I didn't have to deal with the wrath of my husband. How many times I have prayed to you Lord asking to change his heart for the better and to change hid attitude towards money and spending for the better. His mother has been praying for him his entire life.
I don't want separation and divorce, those are ugly and we both have already done that before. But Lord, I am past the point of being at a loss of where to get the money ti pay the bills.
I had rather die Lord, than to have to keep living in the situation I am in. Always under stress of not having the money even for the basics or being blamed because we are broke when I am not the one who caused the problems. I want out.
He has told me I will be homeless if the car is repossessed. So, unless this money magically appears in my hands today without his knowledge because he will find other things to spend it on, I will be homeless and facing divorce.
I need 4 car payments (3 past due and 1 due Sat) and all the bills for the month, food and gas and taxes paid. The list goes on.
If you don't want to help me today Lord, then let me die. Then I will finally have peace because all I have now is a live of stress and strife.
Lord there are so many on ths sight who can't pay their basic bills and don't qualify for assistance.
I could handle all of this if I didn't have to deal with the wrath of my husband. How many times I have prayed to you Lord asking to change his heart for the better and to change hid attitude towards money and spending for the better. His mother has been praying for him his entire life.
I don't want separation and divorce, those are ugly and we both have already done that before. But Lord, I am past the point of being at a loss of where to get the money ti pay the bills.
I had rather die Lord, than to have to keep living in the situation I am in. Always under stress of not having the money even for the basics or being blamed because we are broke when I am not the one who caused the problems. I want out.
He has told me I will be homeless if the car is repossessed. So, unless this money magically appears in my hands today without his knowledge because he will find other things to spend it on, I will be homeless and facing divorce.
I need 4 car payments (3 past due and 1 due Sat) and all the bills for the month, food and gas and taxes paid. The list goes on.
If you don't want to help me today Lord, then let me die. Then I will finally have peace because all I have now is a live of stress and strife.
