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My husband Aaron Daniel Ware asked if my kids could be adopted by him. See his a recovering addict alcohol and drugs and his got bipolar very bad and he dosent take his medicine like he should and well see his mom judy ware and bobby ware are his dad and they all the time text me and even say it to my face that I need to spank my kids alot and that I spoil them to much with love . These are the same parents who when my husband was a child and his brother who was a child they let them have drugs and alcohol and one time I was In another room and I heard alyssa my daughter screaming my husband was spanking her so hard with a belt she couldn't sit down without being In pain but when I saw what he was doing I jumped in and pushed him off of her and told him he is not ever going to lay a hand on my kids again. Now we dated and even got married 6 years ago all of a sudden he asked me if he could adopt them and I said no .me and the kids came to stay at my dads rv and we aren't supposed to be here at all on a week day just on Saturday and Sunday but he picked us up last night cause my husband was yelling and screaming when I told him no that he can't adopt my kids and I did tell him I have several text messages from his mom saying I should spank my kids all the time and see all I said was no and I said that your mom text me and tells me when she sees me that I need to spank my kids and I said you just want to adopt them so that you and your parents can spank the kids when I don't have them in my custody and I said no way that I won't let them adopted he got so mad he screamed yelled cursed and that gave me the right feeling that what I felt and said was right and that I hit a nerve spot for him to say what he was saying and the way he acted also . But its going on 2 days and haven't heard from my husband Aaron and see when my dad talked to my husband and said that his temper and his parents temper aren't fit to adopt my kids aaron cursed and screamed at my daddy and didn't even call to say sorry to my dad or me . I just have no idea what to do at this point .He told me when we were married that I couldn't do anything to his property I said okay that was fine by me and I'm okay with that but he wants to half custody of my babies so that they can be spanked is not okay with me . And his temper also made me realize his not stable mentally to raise kids and his parents the same way . I moved my mobile home on his property and see I inherited that mobile home from my parents I have it legalized on paperwork and I could move my mobile home off his land but I don't have the money to move it off his land and my dad only gets retirement and he pays rent and bills here at the RV park where he lives . I'm not even sure my husband Aaron wants me back now and my 2 kids . I haven't heard from him other than him saying he dosent want to talk about adopting then again that was before I came here to my dads and now still haven't heard from him . I really may not be welcomed at the house when I return and I could find my clothes and all in the yard when i do go back home tomorrow. See his going to be very close early In the morning Sunday and asked if be was going to pick us up from my dad's and he didn't say anything back. I need JESUS and I need PRAYERS and I need clarity and I'm scared and just don't know what is going to happen.i thought about if aaron decides he no longer wants to stay married then maybe I can afford to live In a tent outside somewhere. I would have to have a tent and clothes to stay warm and cool when it's summer and for my kids to also have room to live outside in the tent . I just have no idea if we have a home to go to anymore .I don't know if I will be better off just killing myself my kids would have my daddy to take care of them he has a RV that he can move and put in a rv park not this one but one that he can have and raise my kids In . But I just don't know I'm scared for sure and this was never a issue about adopting them til Wednesday and Thursday of this week. But my husband told me that if he gets mad enough he will throw all our clothes In the yard and I haven't heard from my husband so I just don't know . I need prayers please you can even share this prayers to others if you would like . I love you all . JESUS HELP ME LOVE YOU JESUS and all who on thus site