It seems as I have started college, my eyes ...

[marinecorpboy]

It seems as I have started college, my eyes have come off on wanting to be saved from my sins. It's like ever since I started college a week ago, I barely read his word because I forget and I don't pray much anymore because I also forget to do that as well. My heart feels like it has hardened even more towards Christ... I sin even more and I just have lost my interest in truly repenting and be saved from my sins. It seems as college has started, everything I was doing before college with praying to Christ and reading his word has absolutely disappeared... It's like Christ is saying to me that he no more wants nothing to do with me since I have not repented yet and has given me all the time and his patience in the world... As I am writing this, I am still in my sins and not saved... I am not a new creation and I am not filled with the Holy Spirit... I doubt a lot I'll be saved because right now, I see we are in the End times of Christ second return. I highly doubt and have no hope that I will be saved but instead be gathered with all the ungodly and unrighteous and tossed into eternal damnation... It seems as I am being no longer convicted rather getting comfortable in my sin... In all honestly since Christ already knows this but in my heart, I want sin and I do not want to repent of my sins because I love my sins. I know it's wrong but I might as well be honest then deceive myself and lie to God when he already knows the truth... There is no hope for me and I know there isn't... Please pray for me one last time because even after all the prayers, Christ has not saved me or even helped me in my eyes to be saved.....

 

[tina1]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[marizda]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Jvill]

I prayed for this in Jesus name.

 

[cheryl d]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Stitcher]

I have prayed for this. In Jesus' name, Amen.

 

[maddy]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[saundra1]

Thank you for being honest most Christians aren't honest and God wants us to be REAL with Him not sounding "goodie two shoes" all the time. I have my struggles with sin and particular ones that He deals with me until those desires no longer reside in my heart. It's a constant battle but not a lonely one because I know that even though I sin the Lord knows that I was born a sinner so it's in all of our nature to sin. Don't focus on your sin because it will make you feel condemned and that is of the devil. Christ died for our sins past sins present sins and future sins. And He can save you because NO sin is too big for Him. Even the ones that have a stronghold on us. HE can and will break those strongholds. Instead focus on God's goodness His grace and His mercy. This will help you to see that the sins you think you are in love with and bring you pleasure will be exposed for what they really are. Dark demonic forces. I believe in my heart that you don't want to go to hell and that you can be saved because you know there's a God who loves you enough to save you. Don't give up hope that's what the devil wants. Take your eyes off the natural and look into the spiritual realm. You wouldn't have come on this site to ask for prayer if you had absolutely no hope at all so there's hope in your soul. I will fast and pray for you.

 

[saundra1]

One more thing when I started college I was into the world and myself but then the Lord made a u-turn with me in my life and he brought me to a place where I had nowhere to run but to Him. That was the best hard time of my life because if I didn't go through my trial at the time I would still be lost and empty filling my self up with things that were sinful that I thought I loved! Now I am a senior in college on my way to veterinary school. The Lord knew what he was doing with my life then even in my sin and He knows what He's doing now. Building my faith so strong.

 

[Anonymouslife]

Salvation is from ONE thing and that is supernatural belief in Christ and the True Gospel which I'm sure you have memorized by now.

The only way to obtain this faith it to seek God! You WILL find Him. It may be tomorrow or it may be years! but one thing is sure if you give up now, you won't find Him and NOTHING is worth losing Him for eternity.