Shaalkaari
Prayer Warrior
It is over Satan and crew get out. I cannot be with my own soul mate no matter what I do. The iPad pencil I even bought doesn’t pair up properly with iPad in blue tooth. Which means I can’t pair up in soul mating properly because of all the weird in the way that have stolen all my time mind spine. It has been ripped into pieces and has made my life such a mess. To have my soul mate one second that have him off with someone else he’s such a swinger it’s insane for me anymore. It has going on for years now Like I Said it’s no way to live no matter what I do the men from my past only care about Soul mating doing drugs. I believe it’s time at least for me to go forward with my life and I’m sorry but there’s a reason why God put in bible if they commit adultery you can get a Divorce. I don’t have a Faithful Husband and Like I Said the men from my past I heard them screaming No since then I never have been the same. I can’t see properly hear properly in the spirit realm anymore my memory blocked I don’t have the same brain it’s like. It’s like all of me has been stolen completely from me specifically like I Said I cannot pair with A Husband and he stays as my soul mate they always think the grass is greener on the other side or they use me to soul mate someone else. It’s so EVIL I don’t see the point in it anymore I really don’t understand it, I never got to understand it, I was ripped apart before I ever got to learn it even properly. I have only been used Like I Said for my energy and I still don’t even have my needs met. The God movements and everything I prayed isn’t even in my life at all specifically with soul mating. I think with all my prayers it’s time to throw in the towel. I have been put on Silent Mode stolen from hurt tremendously by the men from my past to the point Like I Said of no return. It’s not for me I’m not happy being by myself anymore at all and I have been made dumb numb and three so everyone in the World can have there fun making fun of me because I love God Almighty. I’m made the dumb wife rip off her head and soul mate someone else instead find a new person to screw in the Physical. It’s been years now the women that r selfish they ruined it. My love isn’t there the way it was. I don’t think I can even go back I was ripped apart so many times the Marriage of the Lord was killed the time everything I prayed was murdered. I don’t feel the same like I Said. I absolutely hate Valentines Day the closer it gets the more I remember crying myself to sleep for years. I need to have the strength to be able to move on from this. I can’t tell what is next to me in the spiritual realm I can’t see it they killed it to much, they made sure whatever it is they ruined it. Idk if Gods will or if it’s just witchcraft . Like I said I didn’t get to learn so i was made to stupid to know how to be a good wife I guess, I honestly don’t know how to soul mate Satan and crew made sure everything I prayed was a waist of time for me. If it’s just witchcraft I’m good off it then. I need a Human Body next to me, I don’t need to fight to learn something I don’t understand. I need a person that I guess is stupid like me or that isn’t aware of soul mating like me. Idk with it is I don’t want to fight for it anymore. I don’t think it’s God design idk for soul mating because like I Said I don’t know how to do it I have been murdered to many times in the area. I have no vision no pixels I can’t see I can’t hear see nothing, just made a stupid moron God Woman in this area. So for now on I speak the blood of Jesus on my love life I don’t want aliens shapeshifters anymore Devil witchcraft blind soul mating going on near me. I don’t want weird on me if I can’t tell what it is or with then it’s not a good thing for me. Like I said I can’t even pair with who I loved anyways into exsistence with the blood of Jesus Gods will.