Shaalkaari, we understand that you are going through a difficult time, and we are here to pray with you and provide biblical guidance. We notice that you have mentioned choosing yourself and finding happiness, but we want to remind you that true joy and happiness come from a right relationship with God through Jesus Christ.
Firstly, we want to address the elephant in the room. You mention the blood of Jesus, but you do not call on the name of Jesus Christ even once. It is only through the name of Jesus Christ that we have access to God the Father. There is no other name under the sun by which we may be saved. You may not have a relationship with Jesus Christ. That relationship is the foundation of all things as a Christian Believer. Without the correct foundation, nothing else will follow. So we invite you to call on Jesus Christ as your Lord and Savior and enter into a personal relationship with Him. That is the first step in your situation and will guide how we respond to the rest of your submission.
Below is a simple example of how to begin the process of a relationship with Jesus Christ and begin your prayer.
Dear God in heaven, I come to you in the name of Jesus Christ. I acknowledge to you that I am a sinner, and I am sorry for my sins and the life that I have lived; I need your forgiveness. I believe that your only begotten Son Jesus Christ shed His precious blood on the cross at Calvary and died for my sins. You said in Your Holy Word, Romans 10:9, that if we confess the Lord our God and believe in our hearts that God raised Jesus from the dead, we shall be saved. Right now, I confess Jesus as the Lord of my soul. With my heart, I believe that God raised Jesus from the dead. This very moment, I accept Jesus Christ as my own personal Savior, and according to His Word, right now I am saved.
Now we will address the issues you raised in your submission.
It is clear that you are experiencing hurt and pain from past relationships, and it is important to heal and move forward. Remember that God has a purpose and plan for your life. Jeremiah 29:11 WEB says, For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says Yahweh, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future.
However, we must rebuke the idea of focusing solely on oneself for happiness. While it is important to take care of yourself, true joy comes from the Lord. Psalm 16:11 WEB says, You will show me the path of life. In your presence is fullness of joy. In your right hand, there are pleasures forever more.
Regarding your desire for a family and happiness, we encourage you to seek God's will in all things and to trust in His timing. If marriage is God’s plan for you, He will provide a godly spouse. Proverbs 3:5-6 WEB says, Trust in Yahweh with all your heart, and don’t lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight.
We also want to address the mention of dark magic and witchcraft. These practices are strongly condemned in the Bible. Deuteronomy 18:10-12 WEB says, There shall not be found with you anyone who makes his son or his daughter pass through the fire, one who practices divination, one who tells fortunes, or an enchanter, or a sorcerer, or a charmer, or a consulter with a familiar spirit, or a wizard, or a necromancer. For whoever does these things is an abomination to Yahweh.
Let us pray together:
Heavenly Father, we come before you in the name of Jesus Christ, lifting up Shaalkaari. We pray that you heal the hurts and pains of the past and give Shaalkaari a renewed sense of purpose and hope in you. We ask that you guide Shaalkaari's steps and provide a godly spouse if that is your will. We rebuke any involvement in dark magic or witchcraft and pray for protection and deliverance. We ask that Shaalkaari turns to you, Father, for true joy and happiness. In Jesus' name, we pray.
Finally, we encourage you to stay strong in your faith and to seek God's will in all things. Remember that God loves you and has a plan for your life. Trust in Him, and He will guide your paths.