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Disciple of Prayer
Lord I am fighting a losing battle inside of myself. My mind is unraveling and I am at the breaking point. I feel like I am dying from the inside out, my heart hurts, my chest aches, my head is in chaos, my body feels like it is going to stop any moment. I don’t want to feel like this. I don’t want to feel weary, and I don’t want to feel this kind of emptiness. You said All those who are weary should come to you. Lord, I am weary, I come to you with the scars of my physical body and of my soul. I come to you with my fears, failures, sadness, sorrow, pain, anxiety, and my broken self. I come to you Lord with all that is within me. I am standing at the edge of reason, unable to keep myself from falling off and sinking deeper into the abyss. Lord, I don’t want to fall, I don’t want to sink deeper into that darkness. I want Lord to feel and see the light. I want to feel the warmth of your love and mercy upon my soul. I want to feel life a human being and not an empty shell.
I want to stop feeling like my existence in an option and feel like I belong in this world. I want to feel like I have a place that belongs to me and stop feeling like the world in crumbling around me and that I am going to shatter any moment. Lord, why do i need to meet other people if they will just hurt me and just used me? Is it because you want me to learn something? Is it because you want me to be strong? Is it because you want me to punish?--- i don’t understand...WHY, Why I HAVE TO MEET OTHER PEOPLE THAT WILL JUST LET ME GET FALL IN LOVE WITH THEM, BUT THEY DONT FEEL THE SAME WAY I FeEL? Why it’s like I’m the favorite victim of man to be cheated and play of? Why after all i trusted them and give everything, they can’t love me truly? :08: - I know I know it’s not their fault; it’s my fault for letting it to happen, for loving them truly even without asking it. I know that every human has a free will, but WHY DO THEY NEED TO COME INTO LIFE? How many times should i need to feel hurt and broken? How many times? Lord, I am hurting so much that I just want it to stop. -I am at my breaking point Lord. I AM TRYING BUT I JUST DON'T FEEL BETTER INSIDE.
The days of happiness seem to have disappeared and every day I only feel glimpses of happiness before the sorrow takes over. Lord, I want to stop feeling chained to this life, to this body, to this existence. I want to feel, I want to breathe the air in and feel alive. For i feel like a zombie, awake but not really knowing anything.
Lord, I want to stress less, think less, criticize less, I just want to find my happiness and the best of my heart desire. I don’t want to keep struggling to make it through each day. I don’t want to keep standing at the edge unable to keep myself from falling. Lord, I want to leave the weariness, sadness, and pain behind, and find a better life. Lord, I am only twenty five years old. I have so much life to live, so many dreams to run after. Lord, I have a life to live, but I feel like living evades me. I am just going through the motions, and unable to feel anything remotely human like.
Please, Lord, please don’t leave me to handle this alone. I cannot handle this alone. Because every decision that I make just end up doing something horrible to myself if I have to keep trying to make it through all of this pain by myself. All of this sadness Lord is killing me, it is killing me from the inside out and I am so close to giving up, to the point to disappear. But I don’t want to give up , But, I just don’t know how to get through this alone.
Lord, please acknowledge me. I am desperate for your guidance. I am desperate to be at your side and feel your warmth. Lord, please heal me from the inside out. Please heal this body of mine. Let me find the answer to healing myself. Let me, see how to live again to be feel better, to be whole again.
Lord you said ask and it will be given to you, seek and you will find, knock and the doors will be opened to you. I am asking for you to come into my life with a force, a presence, a sign. Lord, I know you have done so much for me, you have given me hope Lord that life has a greater promise than what I see right now. But, now I need you even more, I need you to be a shield unto me Lord- to protect me against this sorrow, sadness, pain and to those people that will just use and hurt me. Lord be my strength as I am weak to hold all my problems in life. I am so weak Lord. In mind, in body, in spirit, in heart, in soul. Everyday, I grow weaker and soon I feel like I won’t even be able to get up. I need you Lord, and I am asking with my soul laid bare, my heart for you to see, on my knees for you to heal me. Help me to heal myself Lord. Be my doctor, be my healer, be my medicine. Come into my body and touch every inch and corner of me with your warmth and heal me physically, mentally, emotionally, and everything in between, remove my stupidity in all things most especially in LOVE.
Lord, I Know i have sinned, But Lord, i feel like I’m suffering more than i deserve...
LORD GOD HEAVENLY FATHER, PLEASE FORGIVE ME FOR ALL I HAVE DONE WRONG.
Lord Jesus, Please help me, save me. I have lost myself and I am seeking your help to find me, to become a better person. To come to terms with who I am and who I am not. To seek happiness, peace and love of my heart desire.
Theses words are not enough to describe to extent of my troubles, my agony, and my emptiness. But You see all of me, you see everything. Lord, I don’t know how much more I can take this alone. I am tired Lord, I am so tired. My existence has become nothingness even i have family who is there for me...for they don’t know what is happening to me right now. No one can understand me. Only you Lord God, for you know everything more than us, for your way is higher than our ways, and your thoughts is higher than our thoughts.
Lord please take all my burdens in life, and set me free from sadness and pain, Open my eyes to what I am missing, and let me see the path I should walk on. Please help me, clear my mind of these thoughts that always bothers me, cure my broken heart and make me complete again, Fill me with full of love and strength for myself and give me the best of my heart desire. Please Let that energy run through my body, my mind, my soul and make me whole again. I ask this to you O’h Lord Our God Heavenly Father together with your Son, Jesus Christ, please answer my prayers. Amen
I want to stop feeling like my existence in an option and feel like I belong in this world. I want to feel like I have a place that belongs to me and stop feeling like the world in crumbling around me and that I am going to shatter any moment. Lord, why do i need to meet other people if they will just hurt me and just used me? Is it because you want me to learn something? Is it because you want me to be strong? Is it because you want me to punish?--- i don’t understand...WHY, Why I HAVE TO MEET OTHER PEOPLE THAT WILL JUST LET ME GET FALL IN LOVE WITH THEM, BUT THEY DONT FEEL THE SAME WAY I FeEL? Why it’s like I’m the favorite victim of man to be cheated and play of? Why after all i trusted them and give everything, they can’t love me truly? :08: - I know I know it’s not their fault; it’s my fault for letting it to happen, for loving them truly even without asking it. I know that every human has a free will, but WHY DO THEY NEED TO COME INTO LIFE? How many times should i need to feel hurt and broken? How many times? Lord, I am hurting so much that I just want it to stop. -I am at my breaking point Lord. I AM TRYING BUT I JUST DON'T FEEL BETTER INSIDE.
The days of happiness seem to have disappeared and every day I only feel glimpses of happiness before the sorrow takes over. Lord, I want to stop feeling chained to this life, to this body, to this existence. I want to feel, I want to breathe the air in and feel alive. For i feel like a zombie, awake but not really knowing anything.
Lord, I want to stress less, think less, criticize less, I just want to find my happiness and the best of my heart desire. I don’t want to keep struggling to make it through each day. I don’t want to keep standing at the edge unable to keep myself from falling. Lord, I want to leave the weariness, sadness, and pain behind, and find a better life. Lord, I am only twenty five years old. I have so much life to live, so many dreams to run after. Lord, I have a life to live, but I feel like living evades me. I am just going through the motions, and unable to feel anything remotely human like.
Please, Lord, please don’t leave me to handle this alone. I cannot handle this alone. Because every decision that I make just end up doing something horrible to myself if I have to keep trying to make it through all of this pain by myself. All of this sadness Lord is killing me, it is killing me from the inside out and I am so close to giving up, to the point to disappear. But I don’t want to give up , But, I just don’t know how to get through this alone.
Lord, please acknowledge me. I am desperate for your guidance. I am desperate to be at your side and feel your warmth. Lord, please heal me from the inside out. Please heal this body of mine. Let me find the answer to healing myself. Let me, see how to live again to be feel better, to be whole again.
Lord you said ask and it will be given to you, seek and you will find, knock and the doors will be opened to you. I am asking for you to come into my life with a force, a presence, a sign. Lord, I know you have done so much for me, you have given me hope Lord that life has a greater promise than what I see right now. But, now I need you even more, I need you to be a shield unto me Lord- to protect me against this sorrow, sadness, pain and to those people that will just use and hurt me. Lord be my strength as I am weak to hold all my problems in life. I am so weak Lord. In mind, in body, in spirit, in heart, in soul. Everyday, I grow weaker and soon I feel like I won’t even be able to get up. I need you Lord, and I am asking with my soul laid bare, my heart for you to see, on my knees for you to heal me. Help me to heal myself Lord. Be my doctor, be my healer, be my medicine. Come into my body and touch every inch and corner of me with your warmth and heal me physically, mentally, emotionally, and everything in between, remove my stupidity in all things most especially in LOVE.
Lord, I Know i have sinned, But Lord, i feel like I’m suffering more than i deserve...
LORD GOD HEAVENLY FATHER, PLEASE FORGIVE ME FOR ALL I HAVE DONE WRONG.
Lord Jesus, Please help me, save me. I have lost myself and I am seeking your help to find me, to become a better person. To come to terms with who I am and who I am not. To seek happiness, peace and love of my heart desire.
Theses words are not enough to describe to extent of my troubles, my agony, and my emptiness. But You see all of me, you see everything. Lord, I don’t know how much more I can take this alone. I am tired Lord, I am so tired. My existence has become nothingness even i have family who is there for me...for they don’t know what is happening to me right now. No one can understand me. Only you Lord God, for you know everything more than us, for your way is higher than our ways, and your thoughts is higher than our thoughts.
Lord please take all my burdens in life, and set me free from sadness and pain, Open my eyes to what I am missing, and let me see the path I should walk on. Please help me, clear my mind of these thoughts that always bothers me, cure my broken heart and make me complete again, Fill me with full of love and strength for myself and give me the best of my heart desire. Please Let that energy run through my body, my mind, my soul and make me whole again. I ask this to you O’h Lord Our God Heavenly Father together with your Son, Jesus Christ, please answer my prayers. Amen
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