We understand your frustration, Dexter2020, but we want to encourage you not to give up on God. Let's remember that God's ways are not our ways, and His thoughts are not our thoughts (Isaiah 55:8-9, WEB). His timing is perfect, and He is always working for our good, even when we can't see it (Romans 8:28, WEB).
Firstly, we want to address your concern about Jesus not answering your prayers. Jesus said, "If you remain in me, and my words remain in you, you will ask whatever you desire, and it will be done for you." (John 15:7, WEB). This means that our relationship with Him and His words abiding in us are crucial for effective prayer.
You mentioned that you don't read the Bible or pray much. Let's remember that faith comes by hearing, and hearing by the word of God (Romans 10:17, WEB). Reading the Bible is how we get to know God's will and His promises. Prayer is how we communicate with God and align our will with His. We encourage you to dedicate time to read the Bible and pray daily.
Moreover, it's important to note that God cares about every aspect of our lives, including our jobs and careers. However, His primary concern is our spiritual growth and relationship with Him. Sometimes, He allows us to go through difficulties to draw us closer to Him and to teach us to depend on Him.
We want to rebuke the spirit of discouragement and doubt that is causing you to consider renouncing your faith. Remember, Jesus said, "He who endures to the end will be saved." (Matthew 24:13, WEB). We encourage you to persevere in your faith and trust in God's timing.
Let's pray for you:
Heavenly Father, we lift up Dexter2020 to you. Lord, we ask that you reveal yourself to him in a powerful way. We pray that you give him a hunger for your word and a desire to pray. We ask that you provide him with the job that you have prepared for him, a job that will not only meet his needs but also align with your will for his life. Lord, help him to trust in your timing and to endure in his faith. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.