I have had soo many close calls
and yet every door has closed on me
both local and out of state
for several years now...over and over again...
it has been heart--breaking
gut--wrenching...and very frightening too for me...
A Kind Private Landlord Named Joseph
would like to rent to me....
he is also disabled and would need my help
as sometimes he is in a wheelchair
but other times he is still able to walk with a cane
since he had a stroke...
Joseph is still recovering it seems...
and i would be soo understanding and soo happy
to help him in any way that i could as well....
AND WE COULD BE OF GREAT HELP
TO EACH OTHER OF THAT I AM VERY SURE TOO.....
I need a final confirmation that his House is
truly certified as a Legal Two Family House
from the county and town where he lives
as i am with a rent subsidy and they would
require this first and foremost...unless they
would be willing to make a special consideration
on my favor...if that can be done...
Joseph has been a landlord many times before
and he is willing to accept my rent subsidy
and assist me every step of the way...too...
This local rental would be about an hour away from where i now reside...
DO YOU WANT ME TO RE-LOCATE HERE
LORD GOD ?
DO YOU WANT ME TO STAY WHERE I NOW CURRENTLY AM ?
DO YOU WANT ME TO MOVE OUT OF STATE AND OUT OF NEW YORK ?
PLEASE CONFIRM
BY OPENING THAT ONE RIGHT DOOR
AND BY PROVIDING ALL I WILL HAVE
NEED OF
CLOSE ALL WRONG DOOR'S PLEASE FOR ME...AS YOU HAVE BEEN FOR SUCH A VERY LONG TIME NOW
MY SEARCHES HAVE EXHAUSTED ME
BUT YET...I AM STILL STANDING NONE THE LESS...JUST BARELY MANY TIMES
BUT I AM STILL HOLDING ON IN ALL FAITH HOPE AND TRUST DADDY--GOD...
DESPITE HOW LONG THIS WHOLE
TRIAL HAS BEEN FOR ME TO ENDURE...
PLEASE HONOR THAT
AND PLEASE GIVE ME YOUR GRACE
AND FAVOR AND BLESSINGS OH LORD...
PLEASE FATHER GOD...MY ABBA--DADDY
IN THE NAME OF JESUS
IF THIS IS COMPLETELY OF YOU
IF THIS IS PART OF YOUR PLAN AND PURPOSE FOR ME NEXT
IF THIS IS THE PLACE THAT YOU HAVE PREPARED FOR ME ALL ALONG
IF THIS IS MY NEXT PLACE TO CALL HOME IN THE FUTURE
IF THIS WOULD BE SAFE AND QUIET AND STABLE FOR ME
IF AND ONLY IF THIS IS YOUR WHOLE PERFECT WILL FOR ME
AND YOU HAVE AND ARE CALLING JOSPEH
TO BE A LANDLORD TO ME...
AS HE SAW AN AD I HAD ABOUT SOMEONE
RENTING TO ME...AND JOSPEH FOUND ME...
AND CONTACTED ME FIRST...WHICH WAS A MIRACLE RIGHT THERE...
THEN
MAY ALL FALL INTO PLACE
MAY EVERYTHING WORK OUT AS IT SHOULD
AND MAY I HAVE EXTREME FAVOR AND GREAT SUCCESS
WITH JOSPEH
WITH HIS TWO SON'S
WITH EVERY AGENCY THAT I WILL NEXT BE INVOLVED WITH
AND WITH ALL WHO I CURRENTLY MUST DEAL WITH
WHILE I AM STILL LIVING HERE...LOCALLY....
Please hear the cries of my heart
You know how terrified i am of being homeless
because i have been in the past a few times in my life
and you know how sick and beaten down
and run down i have gotten since i went thru
3 hurricanes in 3 consecutive years...with no break from
all the consequences of them...and no final recovery yet at all...
Please Help Me...i live from day to day always on edge...
it is such a very hard way to live and a hard way to survive and to exist...
and to be as a girl of God all alone in this world...
who often struggles with just even every day things now in this life...
I PUT THE WHOLE OF MY TRUST IN YOU FATHER SON AND HOLY GHOST
EARLY WILL I SEEK THEE IN THE MORNING
LATE AT NIGHT WILL I KEEP PRAYING TO YOU
I SEEK YE FIRST THE KINGDOM OF GOD
AND YOUR RIGHTEOUSNESS
AND ALL OF THESE THINGS
WILL BE ADDED UNTO ME
i keep asking seeking and knocking un-endingly...and persistently in prayer
and i am continuing to persevere against all odd's...
I TRUST IN THE LORD WITH ALL OF MY HEART
I LEAN NOT UNTO MY OWN UNDERSTANDING
IN ALL OF MY WAYS I ACKNOWLEDGE YOU
AND
YOU SHALL MAKE MY PATHS STRAIGHT
AND
CROWN MY EVERY HUMAN EFFORT WITH SUCCESS
PROVERBS 3 AND VERSE 5 AND 6...FROM THE LVING BIBLE VERSION
AND 1ST KINGS CHAPTER 19
GO FORTH ON MY BEHALF.....
AND....WHAT YOU DID FOR THE PROPHET ELIJAH
PLEASE NOW DO FOR ME TOO...PLEASE...
AS YOU PROVIDED FOR
AND SPOKE TO ELIJAH IN THE CAVE
AND ENCOURAGED HIM ON HIS JOURNEY
AS YOU SENT ANGEL'S TO FEED HIM
AS YOU SUSTAINED HIM SUPERNATURALLY
WHEN ELIJAH WAS ALL ALONE AND SOO DISCOURAGED AND FEARFUL
OH PLEASE FATHER IN JESUS'S NAME
SEND YOUR HOLY SPIRIT
TO DO THE SAME FOR ME
SPEAK TO ME HOLY SPIRIT...IN YOUR STILL SMALL VOICE...
for...i am totally dependent on You.
Good Shepherd...here i am...just a helpless sheep of Your's
Please...Shepherd me now....lead me to a green green pasture called home
beside a still still body of water...your living waters called home...
prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies
anoint my head with oil
and may my cup overflow and run over...
surely your goodness and mercy will follow me
all of the days of my life
and i will dwell with you in your house forever more...
PSALM 23 GO FORTH....for provision
PSALM 91 GO FORTH...for protection
Help me now oh Lord....
be near me
stay next to me
comfort me
heal me
and lead me and guide me...one step at a time
every step of the way...on the next journey that i must take...
HOLY IS THE LORD
HOLY IS HIS NAME
last of all
may i find great favor in the sight of Joseph
and may he extend great compassion toward's me
and may i be an excellent tenant for him
and may he be a most excellent landlord to me
Father--Daddy
hear my prayer
in Jesus's Name
amen and amen....x.o.x.o.x...
into Your hands...i commit all of this...
i ask yet again
May Only and Only Your Perfect Will Now Be Done...
amen...
thank-you God for hearing this prayer....x.o.x.o.x.o.x....
amen...
and yet every door has closed on me
both local and out of state
for several years now...over and over again...
it has been heart--breaking
gut--wrenching...and very frightening too for me...
A Kind Private Landlord Named Joseph
would like to rent to me....
he is also disabled and would need my help
as sometimes he is in a wheelchair
but other times he is still able to walk with a cane
since he had a stroke...
Joseph is still recovering it seems...
and i would be soo understanding and soo happy
to help him in any way that i could as well....
AND WE COULD BE OF GREAT HELP
TO EACH OTHER OF THAT I AM VERY SURE TOO.....
I need a final confirmation that his House is
truly certified as a Legal Two Family House
from the county and town where he lives
as i am with a rent subsidy and they would
require this first and foremost...unless they
would be willing to make a special consideration
on my favor...if that can be done...
Joseph has been a landlord many times before
and he is willing to accept my rent subsidy
and assist me every step of the way...too...
This local rental would be about an hour away from where i now reside...
DO YOU WANT ME TO RE-LOCATE HERE
LORD GOD ?
DO YOU WANT ME TO STAY WHERE I NOW CURRENTLY AM ?
DO YOU WANT ME TO MOVE OUT OF STATE AND OUT OF NEW YORK ?
PLEASE CONFIRM
BY OPENING THAT ONE RIGHT DOOR
AND BY PROVIDING ALL I WILL HAVE
NEED OF
CLOSE ALL WRONG DOOR'S PLEASE FOR ME...AS YOU HAVE BEEN FOR SUCH A VERY LONG TIME NOW
MY SEARCHES HAVE EXHAUSTED ME
BUT YET...I AM STILL STANDING NONE THE LESS...JUST BARELY MANY TIMES
BUT I AM STILL HOLDING ON IN ALL FAITH HOPE AND TRUST DADDY--GOD...
DESPITE HOW LONG THIS WHOLE
TRIAL HAS BEEN FOR ME TO ENDURE...
PLEASE HONOR THAT
AND PLEASE GIVE ME YOUR GRACE
AND FAVOR AND BLESSINGS OH LORD...
PLEASE FATHER GOD...MY ABBA--DADDY
IN THE NAME OF JESUS
IF THIS IS COMPLETELY OF YOU
IF THIS IS PART OF YOUR PLAN AND PURPOSE FOR ME NEXT
IF THIS IS THE PLACE THAT YOU HAVE PREPARED FOR ME ALL ALONG
IF THIS IS MY NEXT PLACE TO CALL HOME IN THE FUTURE
IF THIS WOULD BE SAFE AND QUIET AND STABLE FOR ME
IF AND ONLY IF THIS IS YOUR WHOLE PERFECT WILL FOR ME
AND YOU HAVE AND ARE CALLING JOSPEH
TO BE A LANDLORD TO ME...
AS HE SAW AN AD I HAD ABOUT SOMEONE
RENTING TO ME...AND JOSPEH FOUND ME...
AND CONTACTED ME FIRST...WHICH WAS A MIRACLE RIGHT THERE...
THEN
MAY ALL FALL INTO PLACE
MAY EVERYTHING WORK OUT AS IT SHOULD
AND MAY I HAVE EXTREME FAVOR AND GREAT SUCCESS
WITH JOSPEH
WITH HIS TWO SON'S
WITH EVERY AGENCY THAT I WILL NEXT BE INVOLVED WITH
AND WITH ALL WHO I CURRENTLY MUST DEAL WITH
WHILE I AM STILL LIVING HERE...LOCALLY....
Please hear the cries of my heart
You know how terrified i am of being homeless
because i have been in the past a few times in my life
and you know how sick and beaten down
and run down i have gotten since i went thru
3 hurricanes in 3 consecutive years...with no break from
all the consequences of them...and no final recovery yet at all...
Please Help Me...i live from day to day always on edge...
it is such a very hard way to live and a hard way to survive and to exist...
and to be as a girl of God all alone in this world...
who often struggles with just even every day things now in this life...
I PUT THE WHOLE OF MY TRUST IN YOU FATHER SON AND HOLY GHOST
EARLY WILL I SEEK THEE IN THE MORNING
LATE AT NIGHT WILL I KEEP PRAYING TO YOU
I SEEK YE FIRST THE KINGDOM OF GOD
AND YOUR RIGHTEOUSNESS
AND ALL OF THESE THINGS
WILL BE ADDED UNTO ME
i keep asking seeking and knocking un-endingly...and persistently in prayer
and i am continuing to persevere against all odd's...
I TRUST IN THE LORD WITH ALL OF MY HEART
I LEAN NOT UNTO MY OWN UNDERSTANDING
IN ALL OF MY WAYS I ACKNOWLEDGE YOU
AND
YOU SHALL MAKE MY PATHS STRAIGHT
AND
CROWN MY EVERY HUMAN EFFORT WITH SUCCESS
PROVERBS 3 AND VERSE 5 AND 6...FROM THE LVING BIBLE VERSION
AND 1ST KINGS CHAPTER 19
GO FORTH ON MY BEHALF.....
AND....WHAT YOU DID FOR THE PROPHET ELIJAH
PLEASE NOW DO FOR ME TOO...PLEASE...
AS YOU PROVIDED FOR
AND SPOKE TO ELIJAH IN THE CAVE
AND ENCOURAGED HIM ON HIS JOURNEY
AS YOU SENT ANGEL'S TO FEED HIM
AS YOU SUSTAINED HIM SUPERNATURALLY
WHEN ELIJAH WAS ALL ALONE AND SOO DISCOURAGED AND FEARFUL
OH PLEASE FATHER IN JESUS'S NAME
SEND YOUR HOLY SPIRIT
TO DO THE SAME FOR ME
SPEAK TO ME HOLY SPIRIT...IN YOUR STILL SMALL VOICE...
for...i am totally dependent on You.
Good Shepherd...here i am...just a helpless sheep of Your's
Please...Shepherd me now....lead me to a green green pasture called home
beside a still still body of water...your living waters called home...
prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies
anoint my head with oil
and may my cup overflow and run over...
surely your goodness and mercy will follow me
all of the days of my life
and i will dwell with you in your house forever more...
PSALM 23 GO FORTH....for provision
PSALM 91 GO FORTH...for protection
Help me now oh Lord....
be near me
stay next to me
comfort me
heal me
and lead me and guide me...one step at a time
every step of the way...on the next journey that i must take...
HOLY IS THE LORD
HOLY IS HIS NAME
last of all
may i find great favor in the sight of Joseph
and may he extend great compassion toward's me
and may i be an excellent tenant for him
and may he be a most excellent landlord to me
Father--Daddy
hear my prayer
in Jesus's Name
amen and amen....x.o.x.o.x...
into Your hands...i commit all of this...
i ask yet again
May Only and Only Your Perfect Will Now Be Done...
amen...
thank-you God for hearing this prayer....x.o.x.o.x.o.x....
amen...
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