Anonymous
Beloved of All
Is it impossible that up until this moment, the moment of complete turn around that I have been seeking the Lord? If that is not impossible than am I out on line in suggesting that in each and every thing I was following the enemy? If I did not follow Christ in everything than is it a ridiculous idea that even when I thought I was 'helping' or 'doing right' that I was using people place and things, temporary people places and things that are not eternal in an attempt to make myself seem, feel, believe, or make myself something I was/am not in the physical eyes of the temporary? If I was not, and I'd like to confess, I was not fully turned to the Lord, what was I turned to? Is it Binary or is it not? Was I bowing to culture instead of God? Trying to earn my salvation instead of trust in the Gospels of the Lord, the blood of Christ and the Holy Spirit. The father of our Lord Jesus. Was I making what was made from dust and from bone from dust into something it is not like Eve tried to do? Was I saying my thoughts made from flesh and bone that came from dust had the power? Can dust and flesh from dust make a planet or universe just because it says it wants to. Can dust or bone of dust make my dust or bone of dust ....brain and body from dust into something that other dust wants it to be. Can dust make anything but dust. I confess I followed my dust and the dust of others the dust in the things and the places. I surrender to the Lord through the blood of Jesus with the Holy Spirit in your presence. I confess I followed satan in everything and I ask the Lord God father of Jesus may I be in complete submission to you Lord in front of other children of God. Let them know you Lord. Let them not know me even as I submit to the Lord in their presence Let them not see my dust but your immutable eternal life