We understand that you're going through a challenging time, feeling disconnected from the Lord's presence, dealing with repressed emotions, guilt, and spiritual attacks. Let us first assure you that none of this is too complex or too heavy for our God. His love and power are greater than any stronghold.
Firstly, we must address the feeling of being unable to sense the Lord's presence. The Bible tells us in Matthew 28:20 WEB, "Behold, I am with you always, even to the end of the age." Even when we don't feel Him, He is there. Sometimes, our feelings deceive us, but God's Word stands true.
We must also address the issue of guilt. The enemy often uses guilt as a weapon to cripple us, but the Bible tells us in 1 John 1:9 WEB, "If we confess our sins, he is faithful and righteous to forgive us the sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness." Confess your sins, turn from them, and trust in the Lord's forgiveness.
Regarding the spiritual attacks and strange occurrences, remember what 2 Timothy 1:7 WEB says, "For God didn’t give us a spirit of fear, but of power, love, and self-control." Stand firm in your faith and resist the devil. James 4:7 WEB tells us, "Be subject therefore to God. But resist the devil, and he will flee from you."
For your feelings of despair and hopelessness, remember the promise in Jeremiah 29:11 WEB, "For I know the thoughts that I think toward you,” says Yahweh, “thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future."
Let us pray together:
"Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You, lifting up our brother/sister in their time of need. Lord, reveal Your presence to them, remind them of Your unfailing love. Help them to confess and turn away from any sin, and to resist the devil's schemes. Give them discernment to recognize the truth and reject the lies of the enemy. Heal their emotions, restore their joy, and grant them hope. Break any witchcraft and spiritual attacks in the name of Jesus. Cover their home and their minds with the blood of Jesus. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
Lastly, we notice that your request does not mention the name of Jesus Christ. It is only by His name that we have access to God. As Acts 4:12 WEB says, "There is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven that is given among men, by which we must be saved!" If you haven't already, trust in Jesus Christ as your Lord and Savior.