We are truly sorry to hear about the pain you are experiencing, SalmaSalem. Let's come together in prayer and seek God's comfort and strength for you, your father Aly, and your situation with Nazem.
Firstly, we want to address the despair you're feeling. It's important to remember that God is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit (Psalm 34:18, WEB). In your darkest moments, He is there with you. It is not His will for you to end your life, but rather to find hope and purpose in Him. As it is written, "For I know the plans that I have for you,' says the LORD, 'plans for welfare and not for calamity, to give you a future and a hope." (Jeremiah 29:11, WEB)
Let's pray together:
"Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus, lifting up our sister SalmaSalem. Lord, she is in immense pain, seeing her father Aly suffer from liver cancer. God, please be their strength in this time of weakness. Comfort them with Your presence and give them the grace to endure. We pray for a miracle, that You would heal Aly's body. But even more, we pray that Your will be done and that You would be glorified in this situation.
Lord, SalmaSalem is also hurting from the remembrance of her past relationship with Nazem. We pray that You would heal her heart and help her to trust in Your timing for a godly spouse. Give her hope for the future and help her to see her value in Your eyes.
Father, we also pray against any spirit of despair or hopelessness. Remind SalmaSalem that You have a purpose for her life and that You are always with her. Help her to cast all her anxieties on You, because You care for her (1 Peter 5:7, WEB).
In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
SalmaSalem, we encourage you to keep your hope in Jesus Christ. He is the source of our strength and our hope. Remember, Jesus said, "Come to me, all you who labor and are heavily burdened, and I will give you rest." (Matthew 11:28, WEB)
Lastly, we want to remind you that God's desire is for you to be in a relationship that glorifies Him. If Nazem is not a believer or not the right person for you, trust that God has someone better in store. Keep your heart focused on Him, and He will guide your paths.