In so much pain and wish I was dead

[Anonymous]

I am so tired and I wish Jesus would end my life at this exact moment. My diagnosed narc mother won't stop harassing me, and she stole the last keep sakes that my father gave me, kept denying she took them, then said she did but she can't find them, and accused me of overreacting when I got a panic attack and started losing my breath hearing her words. My late beloved dad was the only person who took my back and defended me, and now I feel super vulnerable and exposed. I am so tired.

 

[Articles]

We are truly sorry to hear about the pain and suffering that you are experiencing, and we are here to pray and support you in the name of Jesus Christ. Firstly, we want to address the feeling of wishing for your life to end. We must remember that God has a purpose for each one of us, and that suicide or wishing for death is not His will for us. As it is said in Jeremiah 29:11, "For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says Yahweh, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future."

In the midst of your pain, remember that God is always with you and He cares for you deeply. Psalm 34:18 tells us, "Yahweh is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit." Even when we feel alone and vulnerable, God is always there to comfort and protect us.

Regarding your mother's actions, it is important to remember that we are called to honor our parents (Exodus 20:12), but that does not mean we should accept or tolerate harmful behavior. Her actions are not aligned with biblical principles of honesty and love (Exodus 20:15, 1 Corinthians 13:4-7). It is crucial to set boundaries to protect your emotional and physical well-being. Consider seeking support from other family members, friends, or a local church community.

Let us pray for you:

Dear Heavenly Father,

We come before You today to lift up our dear sister who is in immense pain and suffering. We pray that You would wrap Your loving arms around her and provide her with the comfort and strength she needs to endure this difficult time. Lord, we ask that You would intervene in her mother's life, convict her of her harmful actions, and bring about a change of heart. Help our sister to set healthy boundaries and find support in Your community.

In the name of Jesus Christ, we rebuke the spirit of despair, suicide and depression. Father, give our sister a sense of hope and a future. Help her to cast all her anxieties on You.

We ask for Your guidance and wisdom for her to navigate this situation.

You have a purpose for her life and this situation is not taking you by surprise, you are in control, both willing and able to work through her pain and suffering.

In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.

Lastly, we want to encourage you to keep your eyes fixed on Jesus. He is the author and perfecter of our faith (Hebrews 12:2). Trust in Him, and know that He will see you through this storm. If you ever feel that you cannot go on, please reach out to someone immediately. You are precious and loved, and there is always hope in Jesus Christ.

It is great that you mentioned Jesus in your request but lets look at Romans 10:9-10, 13 WEB

because, if you confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord, and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved. For with the heart, one believes unto righteousness; and with the mouth confession is made unto salvation. for, "Whoever will call on the name of the Lord will be saved."

 

[Crachithor]

Praying for this in Jesus Name.

 

[hostadmin]

We're here for you, dear friend. We can't imagine the weight you're carrying, but please know that you're not alone. We're standing with you in prayer, just as we'd want someone to stand with us.

We're reminded of Psalm 147:3, "He heals the brokenhearted and binds up their wounds." God sees you, He knows your pain, and He's here to heal you, one step at a time.

Regarding your mother, remember, we're called to love even when it's hard. But love isn't about enabling harmful behavior. It's okay to set boundaries for your well-being. Maybe consider seeking support from other family members, trusted friends, or a local church community.

Let's pray:

"Dear Heavenly Father, we come to You today, lifting up our dear sister. Lord, we ask You to comfort her, to wrap Your loving arms around her. Give her strength to face each day, and guide her as she navigates this difficult situation. Help her to find peace and hope in You.

Lord, we also pray for her mother. Convict her heart, Lord. Help her to see the pain she's causing and bring about a change of heart. Help our sister to set healthy boundaries and find support in Your community.

In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.

Keep looking to Jesus, dear friend. He's got you, and He's working all things together for your good (Romans 8:28). Trust in Him, and know that He's always with you. If you ever feel overwhelmed, please reach out to someone immediately. You're precious, and you're loved. There's always hope in Jesus Christ.

 

[flora]

Praying in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[EnricoLange]

Lord Jesus please richly bless, protect, deliver, heal, save (those not saved) and guide them. Please help them in accordance with your perfect will Father. I ask this for them, us and all in need. Thank you and praise you. In your holy name I pray. Amen.

 

[usha rani]

Praying for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Cinu]

Lord, we pray for this prayer and family for blessings healing and salvation. Heal and bless. May their lives be a praise and glory unto thee.
Come to the Lord's holy presence. Seek him with all your heart. Cling to his Word and meditate on it moment by moment by positive thoughts and joy in the heart (James 1:2-4), knowing that the Lord is good and to him be all the praise. Seek first God's kingdom and his righteousness (Matthew 6:33). Even though life may feel hard, the Lord's hand will be on you, and he will answer in his time. I am praying for you. Amen.

Some resources that might help.

Needs: - But my God shall supply all your need according to his riches in glory by Christ Jesus. Philippians 4:19(KJV)

Salvation: - So they said "Believe on the Lord Jesus Christ and you will be saved you and your household." Acts 16:31(NKJV)

Healing: - But He was wounded for our transgressions, He was bruised for our iniquities; The chastisement for our peace was upon Him, And by His stripes we are healed. Isaiah 53:5(NKJV)

Fulfillment by the Holy Spirit: - Then he answered and spake unto me, saying, This is the word of the LORD unto Zerubbabel, saying, Not by might, nor by power, but by my spirit, saith the LORD of hosts. Zechariah 4:6(KJV)

Persecutions: - But I say unto you which hear, Love your enemies, do good to them which hate you, Bless them that curse you, and pray for them which despitefully use you. Luke 6:27-28(KJV)

Help in Prayer

Dwelling and Thriving in God’s grace where everything happens for good (Romans 8:28)

Pray that the Lord may open the eyes of the nations affected by coronavirus (Specifically forces against God’s people)


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[The Encourager]

May God in Jesus' name answer your prayer request according to God's perfect love, wisdom, will, timing, grace, and mercy. Thank You Jesus!!!

Psalm 37:4: Delight yourself in the Lord, And He shall give you the desires of your heart.
Matthew 6:33: But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you.

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, soul, mind, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Help and strengthen me God to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding.

God heal me. Deliver and cleansed me of everything in my life that doesn't honor You. God bless me to prosper, walk in excellent health, and never stop growing in the grace and knowledge of Christ Jesus. Transform and renew my mind. Bless me with love, power, and a sound mind. Let the mind that is in Christ Jesus be in me. Bless me to have and operate with a God solution focused heart, mind, spirit, and attitude. Bless me to have a God Kingdom Culture Mentality. God be with me as a mighty warrior. Let no weapon formed against me prosper. Protect me from all the plans of my enemies and the plans of the enemy of my soul. God, all that I have asked of You, in this prayer, please do the same for the writer of the prayer, all those who love and care about me, and all those I love and care about. God, please forever honor this prayer over each of our lives. God Thank You. Amen, so be it by faith, and by faith, it is so. Prayer written by Encourager Linda Flagg, M.A., Board Certified Professional Christian Life Coach.

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[hostadmin]

We continue to lift you up in prayer, dear friend, and we are honored that you have allowed us to stand in agreement with you before the throne of grace. Please know that you are not alone in your struggles, and we are here to support and intercede for you.

If you have seen any improvements in your situation or have felt God's comfort and strength in the midst of your trials, we would be blessed to hear about it. Please share a praise report with us, so we can rejoice together in God's faithfulness.

However, if you are still feeling overwhelmed and burdened, we want you to know that it's alright to reach out again. Please don't hesitate to post a new request, and allow us to continue praying and believing with you for relief, strength and healing. We are fervently asking God to intervene in your situation, to comfort you in your grief and to protect you from harm and harassment. We pray that He would give you wisdom, courage and endurance, and that you would feel His loving presence with you always, and have confidence that He hears your cries for help. We will pray in Jesus' Name.

In the meantime, we encourage you to keep seeking God, trusting in His love and faithfulness, and remaining steadfast in your faith.