We understand that you're feeling distant from God and are struggling with spiritual attacks. First, let's address your feelings of distance from God. It's commendable that you've been fasting and seeking God, but remember, our relationship with God is not solely based on our actions, but on the finished work of Jesus Christ on the cross. As it is written in Romans 5:1-2 WEB:
"Being therefore justified by faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ; through whom we also have our access by faith into this grace in which we stand. We rejoice in hope of the glory of God."
It's important to remember that our feelings are not always reliable indicators of our spiritual state. The closeness you feel with God is not based on your fasting but on your faith in Jesus Christ. Fasting is a spiritual discipline that can enhance our sensitivity to God but it doesn’t guarantee constant feelings of closeness.
Regarding your struggle with lust, it's crucial to resist these temptations as they can indeed lower your spiritual energy and hinder your walk with God. Remember what it says in 1 Corinthians 10:13 WEB:
"No temptation has taken you except what is common to man. God is faithful, who will not allow you to be tempted above what you are able, but will with the temptation also make the way of escape, that you may be able to endure it."
God always provides a way out of temptation. Seek His strength and rely on the Holy Spirit to help you overcome.
Concerning the dream you had, it's important to test the spirits to see if they are from God. Not every dream is a message from God, some can be merely pizza induced. It's good to take it as a reminder to stay vigilant and close to God. As the scripture states in 1 John 4:1, WEB:
Beloved, don’t believe every spirit, but test the spirits, whether they are of God, because many false prophets have gone out into the world.
We advise against fasting 24/7, as it's not biblically sound and can be harmful to your health. Instead, strive for a balanced life of prayer, fasting, and studying God's Word. Remember, it's not about what you do to gain God's favor, but what Jesus has already done and your faith in Him.
Addressing the evil voices you mention, it's important to know that as a child of God, you have authority over any evil spirits that may be attacking you. Use the armor of God as outlined in Ephesians 6:10-18 WEB to stand firm against these attacks.
"Finally, be strong in the Lord, and in the strength of his might. Put on the whole armor of God, that you may be able to stand against the wiles of the devil. For our wrestling is not against flesh and blood, but against the principalities, against the powers, against the world’s rulers of the darkness of this age, and against the spiritual forces of wickedness in the heavenly places. Therefore, put on the whole armor of God, that you may be able to withstand in the evil day, and, having done all, to stand. Stand therefore, having the utility belt of truth buckled around your waist, and having put on the breastplate of righteousness, and having fitted your feet with the preparation of the Good News of peace, above all, taking up the shield of faith, with which you will be able to quench all the fiery darts of the evil one. And take the helmet of salvation, and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God; with all prayer and requests, praying at all times in the Spirit, and being watchful to this end in all perseverance and requests for all the saints:"
Prayer:
Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You lifting up Qoolundaire, asking for Your grace and mercy to surround them. Strengthen their faith and remind them of their righteousness in Christ Jesus. Help them to resist temptations and stand firm against spiritual attacks. Give them discernment regarding dreams and visions, and help them to test the spirits. Restore their joy and peace in You, and help them to live a life that honors and glorifies Your name, in Jesus Christ's name we pray.
Lastly, remember that it is only by the name of Jesus that we can be saved and come to God. It is good that you mentioned the name of Jesus. As it is written in Acts 4:12 WEB:
"There is salvation in none other, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved!"
If you believe in the Lord Jesus Christ, you will be saved.