Tailreth
Disciple of Prayer
Lord, I am in pain from disability and my heart/mind burdened. Please provide the gap for my family's financial and other urgent dire needs in ways that you know I am unable. You say that I receive not because I ask not, but then I ask and ask and do everything on my part that I am able and still You remain not giving. Please forgive my nerve, my questions, my doubt, and my repeated asking, but Your Word says to keep asking, in my Savior's sacred name, and You will answer Yes, and Amen, for Your Glory and Your Son's to be shown. Your Word says that You are better than any earthly parent, and know my family's and my every need and that You meet them. My heart is filled with praise and thanks for the miracles and blessings You have provided to get us this far. Now I am struggling, forgive me! Have mercy in my weakness, my wondering where You are now! Have You brought us this far only to have us be blown away in freezing winter snow, or scattered back to our perpetrators or something worse? You say not to worry over men who can kill our bodies, Lord, You know that there are far worse things than death on earth and in eternity, yes? How long will You stay still and let the blood of your daughters and children go with Your Almighty hand stayed without provision or protection, Lord? Yet, where else would we go? You are the One true living God, Your Holy Son, Word made flesh, and the Holy Spirit You sent after Him. I have done all I can do, Lord. Now I let go and place this all and in my faith in Your promise that You are a promise keeper, close to the broken, Father to the orphan, Husband to the widow, unchanging, in and through my Savior's sacred, Holy name, You promise is Yes and Amen. Thank you! Bless You! I worship You not for just what You do but simply because of Who You Are! In my Yeshua Messiah's Holy Name, Amen.