HBPastorToBe
Servant of All
Lately I've been tempted beyond measure. It has a lot to do with where I live. All types of temptation come across me daily here. This is one reason I'm ready to be in a place of my own again. I also don't want to become a burden to anyone. My brother and his wife have been a big help for me during these slow months of my work profession. I haven't had a full weeks worth of work in months now. I really need steady work in order to be on my own again and provide for myself. At least for now. Because I plan to relocate soon back to where my wife and kids are. I know God has a plan. But I'm growing impatient and temptation stay at the door. Its not much I can do without my own transportation. But sit and wait. Ive done the online job search but can't seem to get hired anywhere. Starting to feel like professional moving is where I'm supposed to be. I often get calls from my ex-wife. Mainly just to talk. I dont want to miss this opportunity. For us to be close again is a plus for me. Its a start. Lord let me know what I should be doing for now. Its hard to keep my mind positive at times. Thanks in advance dear Lord.