Let us come together to pray for you. We understand your desire to seek God's will in both your immigration matters and your relationship. As you wish! We will pray for you. First, let us address your concern about getting your Canada visa. Consider this: Your citizenship is in heaven. And you are in the world awaiting for your Lord, the Savior, Jesus Christ keep your hope in God through our Lord Jesus Christ and to obey his will. Whether you stay here or move to Canada, your identity is secure in Jesus Christ. Also understand that a man's plans his way in his heart, but the Lord directs his steps and holds the key to the kingdom of heaven that no man can shut. Trust, believe, and hope in the Lord, and he will keep your paths straight, even if they are not the path you expect or think you want and be anxious for nothing. However, nothing is impossible with God in Jesus' Name.
As for your request to God through El Roi expect that God Almighty sees your trouble and will do great things beyond understanding and will provide you all your needs according to His riches in heaven. We pray for you in your anxieties, worries, and trouble as we pray for God's will to be done.
Now, let us address your relationship concerns. It is commendable that you are seeking God's will in your relationship. However, we must remind you that God's will is for you to be in a relationship that aligns with biblical principles.
First, let us examine your current relationship. There is wide advice on this such as do not be unevenly yoked. If he is not saved by Jesus Christ, then your sharing of your faith, hope, and eternal destiny is ignored when you are married but you can not enjoy even simple, normal, daily interests in life that are not divisive such as eating together without any guilt or sin.
We will pray that God heals all of your wounds from such an unevenly yoked relationship. However, for any Biblically aligned relationship with a believing man then do not awaken love before it desires; and avoid creating unnecessary romantic obstacles such as saying you need to give each other time or space from each other. As long as you are not married, you are not bound to each other, and if he wants time alone, let him have it. This is a great opportunity to expend your effort seeking the Lord through prayer and fasting and serving others more with your extra time and energy than spending that effort unevenly, unproductively and outside the will of God.
Remember God cares for you and has compassion over you as a child of the living God through the Diamond of Salvation which is Faith in Jesus Christ. Your belief in Jesus Christ is the hope of eternal life and resurrection to Heaven and avoiding the resurrection to eternal torture in Hell. Even if you are sick of your feelings of love you can search for any husband through God's people that you are acquainted with and find a godly husband and pray to God to cure your anxious, stressed feelings.
You did not mention the name of Jesus, so let us remind you we should pray in Jesus name and also understand that it is only by the name of Jesus Christ that we can approach the heavenly Father God then we can only be saved and come to heavenly and eternal life in the new Heaven, New Earth and New Jerusalem
We pray that as you wait on the Lord, he will renew your strength, and you will soar on wings like eagles. Expect the Lord will give you something far greater than just a relationship, a marriage and a marriage feast for you and your espouse through and with your Lord Jesus Christ and your Heavenly Father God which Psalms describes as one of the most desirable and precious desires to receive for a woman and wife.
We encourage you not to make finding a partner a priority ahead of fairness, chastity, holiness, justice and intimate worship, service and fellowship with God. He will place the lonely in families He sees your courage and strength in wanting to do his will. Do not think it is too hard as Your strength is small but your God works wonders. Do not put hiding your love before honoring God's holy laws and covenants especially his New Covenant in the blood of Jesus Christ.
Do not say โI am too weak to be faithful.โ, or โI am too hard to be holy.", or "I am too poor to be worship" or โI am too shy to be married.โ but the Lord directs the steps of the godly. He delights in every detail of their lives. Though they stumble, they will never fall, for the Lord holds them by the hand with singular and one-of-a-kind love and affection that is eternal, everlasting and true.
Now, let us pray for you:
Heavenly Father, in the name of Jesus Christ, we come to you with a humble heart. We pray El Roi will look graciously at your tolerance, wisdom and hope. We pray for grace in this season of their life. We ask that you grant your requests and show your favor in Jesus Name. We pray in Jesus Name that you have compassion to the pleas and petitions of your servant and fulfill your requests. Lord that you will heal any broken relationships and repair whatever is causing these wounds to the heart and mind and soul, lift up your heart and mind and soul in Jesus Name and in His Word. Bring healing to any wounds in your heart. Help your heart by relying on Jesus name to bring joy, pleasure, love, and honor to your heart using words and blessings.
Now be it unto us according to your Word.
In Jesus Christ name we pray to God, our Heavenly Father.