Dean Willey
Disciple of Prayer
I'm writing to you about my anger towards God regarding my relationship status . I'm 40 years old this year and I've never had a girlfriend, relationship or been with a woman. I became a Christian when I was 20yrs old. My whole life has been plagued with rejection from women. I had always hoped that God would find me a wife, but it's never happened. Every woman I've asked out has rejected me. I would dare say I have fallen from God, there have been many other things happen which have contributed to this. I have also been a victim of 3 romantic scams in which I lost money to, but the heartbreak was the worst. 2004, 2006 & 2012 I was scammed. Where was Jesus when this happened to me? I get tired of people saying "you don't need a relationship, you just need Jesus". Because every person who says that to me has a lady? I'm tired of being undesirable and alone. Every Christian I know who hasn't fallen are these: 1) They come from a Christian family 2) They have a Christian partner 3) They've never suffered true loss 4) They're sociopathic
Everyone around me either has kids or a wife. Why has God done this to me?
It's true of this verse:
Where one may fall, two will stand..
Perhaps if God had given me a wife, I wouldn't have fallen via sheer loneliness
Dean Willey
Everyone around me either has kids or a wife. Why has God done this to me?
It's true of this verse:
Where one may fall, two will stand..
Perhaps if God had given me a wife, I wouldn't have fallen via sheer loneliness
Dean Willey