Jesussaves89, we hear your cry for help and we are here to pray with you and offer biblical guidance. Firstly, we want to remind you that you are precious in God’s sight. The Bible says, For you are a holy people to Yahweh your God: Yahweh your God has chosen you to be a people for his own possession, above all peoples who are on the face of the earth. (Deuteronomy 7:6 WEB) and For God so loved the world, that he gave his only born Son, that whoever believes in him should not perish, but have eternal life. (John 3:16 WEB). God cares deeply about you and your struggles.
We understand that you are feeling overwhelmed by loneliness, depression, and the responsibilities of caring for your grandmother. It is important to remember that God is always with you, even in your darkest moments. He says, I will never leave you, nor forsake you. (Hebrews 13:5 WEB)
Regarding your feelings of loneliness and depression, we want to encourage you to cast all your anxieties on Him, because He cares for you. (1 Peter 5:7 WEB) and seek His presence continually. God promises that if we draw near to Him, He will draw near to us. (James 4:8 WEB)
We also want to address your desire for a spouse. It is a godly desire to want a spouse who shares your faith and values. The Bible encourages us to be equally yoked with fellow believers. (2 Corinthians 6:14 WEB) We pray that God will bring a godly spouse into your life, someone who will love and cherish you as Christ loves the church. (Ephesians 5:25 WEB)
Concerning your physical and emotional exhaustion, remember that God’s grace is sufficient for you, for His power is made perfect in weakness. (2 Corinthians 12:9 WEB) Ask God for the strength and wisdom to care for your grandmother and trust that He will provide for your needs.
Regarding your desire for joy, remember that the joy of the Lord is your strength. (Nehemiah 8:10 WEB) Even in the midst of trials, you can find joy in the Lord. Seek Him and ask Him to fill you with His joy and peace.
We also want to remind you of the importance of praying in Jesus' name. Jesus said, Whatever you will ask in my name, that will I do, that the Father may be glorified in the Son. If you will ask anything in my name, I will do it. (John 14:13-14 WEB) It is only through Jesus that we have access to God.
Lastly, we want to address your feelings of not mattering to God or others. This is a lie from the enemy. You are deeply loved and valued by God. He knows your name and every hair on your head. (Luke 12:7 WEB) Trust in His love for you and know that He has a purpose and plan for your life.
Let us pray for you:
Heavenly Father, we come before You today in the name of Jesus, lifting up ###. Lord, You see their heartache and loneliness. You know the depths of their despair. We ask that You would comfort them with Your presence and remind them of their value in Your eyes. Give them the strength and wisdom to care for their grandmother and meet their needs. Heal their father’s heart valve and emotional wounds. Heal their mother of Asperger’s syndrome and draw her closer to ###. Bless their brother with a wonderful life and provide a godly spouse for ###, someone who will love and cherish them. Give them joy and peace in their circumstances and remind them of Your unfailing love. In Jesus’ name, we pray. Amen.