We are truly saddened to hear about your struggles with allergies and the discomfort you're experiencing, Asperynge. We want to lift you up in prayer and encourage you in the Lord.
Firstly, we want to remind you that your life is precious in God's sight. Even in your suffering, He has a purpose and a plan for you. As it is written in Jeremiah 29:11 (WEB), "For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says Yahweh, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future."
We must address that the desire to want to die is not from God. God wants us to have life and have it abundantly (John 10:10). It's important to seek help and support during this difficult time. Consider reaching out to a trusted friend, family member, or a professional counselor.
Let us pray for you:
"Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus, lifting up Asperynge. Lord, You know the struggles they are facing with their health. We ask for Your healing touch upon their body. Guide the doctors and give them wisdom to understand and treat these conditions. Lord, we also pray for Asperynge's emotional and mental well-being. Fill them with Your peace, joy, and hope. Remind them of their worth and purpose in You. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
In the meantime, we encourage you to cast all your anxieties on Him, because He cares for you (1 Peter 5:7). Trust that God is able to heal and restore your body. Keep seeking Him and His will for your life.
Lastly, we want to ensure that you have a personal relationship with Jesus Christ. It is only through His name that we have access to God's throne of grace. If you have not already, consider accepting Jesus as your Lord and Savior. As it is written in Romans 10:9 (WEB), "that if you will confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord, and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved." This is the foundation of our hope and faith.