Zirkanris
Disciple of Prayer
I'm struggling to be a mom to my children. I've had crippling insomnia where I go without sleep 4-5 days a week for 7 years. We used to do activities. Now I can barely move, I have heart trouble now and it feels like any day could be my last. I'm having trouble finding a doctor that understands the extent and medication that works. I'd give anything to have my life back and be there for my family. Anything. It hit me really had and after 6 years of constant prayer and getting nothing back and only getting worse I gave up believing there's a God, that anyone was even listening. There's a part of me that doesn't want to give up that faith but it's hard. I pray for forgiveness. I'm praying for a chance to change my life and for the healing to do that. I pray that you give me a chance. Please heal my body and my mind so I can be there for my kids and family and teach them the beauty of life and not giving up. I pray for healing, I pray to have a miracle, for mercy, to be heard and have my prayer received.