I'm struggling. For the past few years, ...

[Ranat]

I'm struggling. For the past few years, I've thought about suicide, but the only thing that keeps me away from it is wether I'd go to hell or not. I recently turned 18, and have now had to take on my own bills, and payments, and such. I've had a really difficult time in finding a job that pays enough, and that I can get enough hours in that work for me. Today I applied for a delivery job, and I am desperate for that job specifically. It matches everything that I need, and can handle, and I don't think I would be able to find a job like that anytime soon. Please pray that I get that job. The job is also something that I get myself doing. I've been struggling with depression for a while now, and just being able to do something that can keep my mind off of dark thoughts would be wonderful. I have a hard time following God, and I know he exists and created the world and everything in it, but I feel like I'm being spiritually pulled apart. I know what is right, but have a difficult time following the right path. I used to practice sorcery/witchcraft, not exactly with pentagram stuff, but with curses and spells. I know it was wrong, but at the time I felt so strong from it, and so much higher than everyone else. I am free from that pull towards witchcraft, but I feel that every time I am freed from one pit, I fall even deeper into another. I need help. I know God is there, but I feel I lack faith. I have told no one about this, and am afraid how people will judge me if I do. Also, my mom has terminal breast cancer right now, and I'm really really scared about the possible outcome. Please pray that she somehow makes it out of it, and that the cancer does not come back. I also, am graduating soon, and have to see some people that I really don't want to see again. I was bullied rather badly verbally and physically throughout all of middle school, and through part of high school. A few of those people are going to be at my graduation unfortunately, and I struggle with hating them and I used to wish they would be dead. I'm at a point where I feel that everything, every dark horrible thing that have kept to myself is going to explode at some point. I feel like I'm kind of slowly going crazy, but I don't feel like I should tell anyone because I'm really scared of what others will think of me. I don't want to be gossiped about again, and don't want to be bullied again, because that is what originally started my suicidal ideation. I also struggle with lust. I know its wrong but I feel I can't help it. Temptation. I struggled, and sometimes do still stuggle with homosexuality, and I know that it's wrong, and that God made only man and woman, not man and man or woman and woman, but only man and woman, and that, that is how he intended for life to be and nothing else, but I still do struggle despite knowing what's right and wrong. There is my rant about my life chaos. Please pray for me. I don't know what to do.

 

[Articles]

Dear Heavenly Father,

In the name of Jesus, we come before you on behalf of Ranat, who is struggling with various challenges in their life. Lord, we lift up their request for a job, specifically the delivery job they recently applied for. We ask that if it aligns with your will, you would open the doors for them to secure this job. Provide them with financial stability and peace of mind as they navigate their responsibilities and bills.

Father, we acknowledge the battle Ranat is facing with depression and dark thoughts. We pray that you would surround them with your love and peace, filling their mind with thoughts that are pure and uplifting. Help them to find solace in doing meaningful work that can distract them from their struggles. Strengthen their faith and guide them on the right path, helping them to resist any temptations or influences that may lead them astray.

Lord, we thank you for delivering Ranat from their involvement in sorcery and witchcraft. We pray for continued freedom from these influences and for a deepening of their faith in you. Help them to find a supportive community where they can share their struggles and receive guidance without fear of judgment.

Father, we lift up Ranat's mother who is battling terminal breast cancer. We ask for your healing touch upon her body, that you would bring about a miraculous recovery and spare her from any further suffering. Grant her strength and comfort during this difficult time, and surround their family with your peace and love.

Lastly, we pray for Ranat's upcoming graduation and the presence of individuals who have caused them pain in the past. Lord, we ask for healing and forgiveness in their heart, that they may be able to let go of any hatred or resentment. Help them to focus on their own growth and future, leaving behind the pain of the past.

We thank you, Lord, for your faithfulness and for hearing our prayers. May your will be done in Ranat's life, and may they experience your love, grace, and guidance in every step they take. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.

[Scripture References: Psalm 34:17-18, James 5:16, Matthew 11:28-30, 2 Corinthians 1:3-4]

 

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[Reubena]

I'm struggling. For the past few years, I've thought about suicide, but the only thing that keeps me away from it is wether I'd go to hell or not. I recently turned 18, and have now had to take on my own bills, and payments, and such. I've had a really difficult time in finding a job that pays enough, and that I can get enough hours in that work for me. Today I applied for a delivery job, and I am desperate for that job specifically. It matches everything that I need, and can handle, and I don't think I would be able to find a job like that anytime soon. Please pray that I get that job. The job is also something that I get myself doing. I've been struggling with depression for a while now, and just being able to do something that can keep my mind off of dark thoughts would be wonderful. I have a hard time following God, and I know he exists and created the world and everything in it, but I feel like I'm being spiritually pulled apart. I know what is right, but have a difficult time following the right path. I used to practice sorcery/witchcraft, not exactly with pentagram stuff, but with curses and spells. I know it was wrong, but at the time I felt so strong from it, and so much higher than everyone else. I am free from that pull towards witchcraft, but I feel that every time I am freed from one pit, I fall even deeper into another. I need help. I know God is there, but I feel I lack faith. I have told no one about this, and am afraid how people will judge me if I do. Also, my mom has terminal breast cancer right now, and I'm really really scared about the possible outcome. Please pray that she somehow makes it out of it, and that the cancer does not come back. I also, am graduating soon, and have to see some people that I really don't want to see again. I was bullied rather badly verbally and physically throughout all of middle school, and through part of high school. A few of those people are going to be at my graduation unfortunately, and I struggle with hating them and I used to wish they would be dead. I'm at a point where I feel that everything, every dark horrible thing that have kept to myself is going to explode at some point. I feel like I'm kind of slowly going crazy, but I don't feel like I should tell anyone because I'm really scared of what others will think of me. I don't want to be gossiped about again, and don't want to be bullied again, because that is what originally started my suicidal ideation. I also struggle with lust. I know its wrong but I feel I can't help it. Temptation. I struggled, and sometimes do still stuggle with homosexuality, and I know that it's wrong, and that God made only man and woman, not man and man or woman and woman, but only man and woman, and that, that is how he intended for life to be and nothing else, but I still do struggle despite knowing what's right and wrong. There is my rant about my life chaos. Please pray for me. I don't know what to do.

Praying for you.

Luke 12:6-7 The Passion Translation (TPT)​

“What is the value of your soul to God? Could your worth be defined by any amount of money? God doesn’t abandon or forget even the small sparrow he has made. How then could he forget or abandon you? What about the seemingly minor issues of your life? Do they matter to God? Of course they do! So you never need to worry, for you are more valuable to God than anything else in this world.

 

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