Anonymous
Beloved of All
I'm stressful because of my appearance. For many years ago, It feels like things will change when I'm grown up, but thing have not been turned out like that, apparently.
I even got chronic depression for this once, condition's much better now, but I'm still in depression, and it feels like I'm not able to get out of it. maybe ever.
Lord Jesus, and heavenly Father, I don't know what exactly to pray to you. Honestly speaking, It'll be glad if I can better appearance, and can live just one day with it, even if my life would be over by the very next day.
The thing is I've never heard of anyone getting anything like that; by every time I get to realize this, I don't want to live more, and try to kill myself.
Especially on these days, when I'm in hard condition, praying to you daily, through nights and days, is what keeps me alive.
I've heard and believe many miraculous things you've done in this world, and maybe someday you might help me out. Only hope it'll be came to be faster, so I wouldn't go wasted my life.
Thank you, lord, for listening to my story from my heart. Amen
I even got chronic depression for this once, condition's much better now, but I'm still in depression, and it feels like I'm not able to get out of it. maybe ever.
Lord Jesus, and heavenly Father, I don't know what exactly to pray to you. Honestly speaking, It'll be glad if I can better appearance, and can live just one day with it, even if my life would be over by the very next day.
The thing is I've never heard of anyone getting anything like that; by every time I get to realize this, I don't want to live more, and try to kill myself.
Especially on these days, when I'm in hard condition, praying to you daily, through nights and days, is what keeps me alive.
I've heard and believe many miraculous things you've done in this world, and maybe someday you might help me out. Only hope it'll be came to be faster, so I wouldn't go wasted my life.
Thank you, lord, for listening to my story from my heart. Amen