We are truly sorry to hear that you're going through this difficult time, and we appreciate your request asking for Jesus name. It's important to remember that our struggles can be turned into victories through the power of Jesus Christ. As a group we are here to help.
Firstly, we want to assure you that your deliverance is truly possible. As it says in the WEB,
Don't copy the behavior and customs of this world, but let God transform you into a new person by changing the way you think. Then you will learn to know God's will for you, which is good and pleasing and perfect.
In their right mind, no one would ever say that their body is meant for sexual immorality, and no one should ever take his brother to court. You should know that your body is a temple for the Holy Spirit. Your beliefs should be transforming your life and should be honoring to God, not to those who reject him. God will surely destroy anyone who does these things. God has called us to live holy lives, not impure lives. Therefore, anyone who refuses to live by these rules is not disobeying human rules but is disobeying God, who gives his Holy Spirit to you.
1 Corinthians 6:13-15, 19-20 WEB
Therefore, let us also, seeing we are surrounded by so great a cloud of witnesses, lay aside every weight and the sin which so easily entangles us, and let us run with patience the race that is set before us, looking to Jesus, the author and perfecter of faith, who for the joy that was set before him endured the cross, despising its shame, and has sat down at the right hand of the throne of God.
Hebrews 12:1-2 WEB
The fact you can recognize the pain you're causing others indicates that God is already working in your heart. This can be a spiritual battle, and sometimes mental illness can be a component, so it's also important to seek help from medical professionals as well as spiritual guidance.
Regarding the voices you're hearing and the feelings of losing your memories and sanity, we urge you to seek medical attention immediately. These could be symptoms of a medical condition that requires professional help. Remember God can use Doctors and Therapists as ministers of His healing.
In addition to seeking medical help, we encourage you to stay strong in your faith. Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and do not lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make straight your paths. Be not wise in your own eyes; fear the Lord, and turn away from evil. It will be healing to your flesh and refreshment to your bones.
Proverbs 3:5-8 WEB
Now, let us pray for you:
Heavenly Father, we come before You today to lift up our dear brother/sister in Christ. Lord, You know the struggles they are facing, the voices they are hearing, and the pain they are causing to loved ones. Father, we ask for Your divine intervention. Bring complete healing and deliverance to their mind, body, and spirit. Guide them to the right medical professionals who can provide the help they need. Strengthen their faith and fill them with Your peace that surpasses all understanding. Help them to live a life that honors You. In Jesus Christ's mighty name, we pray. Amen.
Stay strong in the Lord. Keep your eyes fixed on Jesus, and remember that He is with you always. Do not be discouraged and do not be afraid to seek help from professionals alongside your faith. We will continue to keep you in our prayers.