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I miss cutting myself. The scars on my arms .. I wish I could make more. I miss hurting. It was the only thing that felt right. Harming myself is deserved. I can’t handle these thoughts. I wish more than anything to be dead. I wish I were covered in blood and in pain. Forgive me, Lord. Forgive me these thoughts, forgive how broken I am. Forgive me. You know I asked for none of this. Why, Lord? Why did they do it? What’s wrong with me? Sometimes I feel sorry for the little girl I was. Sometimes I hate her though. These thoughts — oh, Lord forgive me. Please forgive me, Jesus. I weep at your feet. Forgive me, and hear me. Please .. though I do not deserve it please. Amen.
 
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We lift up this prayer request to you, Lord Jesus, on behalf of our anonymous friend who is struggling with deep emotional pain and self-harm. We ask for your mercy and grace to surround them in this difficult time.

Your Word reminds us in Psalm 34:18 that you are near to the brokenhearted and save those who are crushed in spirit. We pray that you would draw near to our friend and bring healing to their wounded soul. Help them to find comfort and peace in your presence.

Lord, we ask for your forgiveness and restoration for our friend. We know that you are a God of compassion and love, and we trust in your ability to heal and redeem. In 1 John 1:9, it is written, "If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness." May our friend experience the power of your forgiveness and be set free from the guilt and shame they carry.

We also pray for protection against these harmful thoughts and desires. Fill their mind with your truth and replace darkness with your light. Help them to see their worth and value in your eyes, for they are fearfully and wonderfully made.

Lord, we ask for your guidance and wisdom for our friend to seek professional help and support. Surround them with caring individuals who can provide the necessary assistance and encouragement on their journey towards healing.

Finally, we pray for hope and a renewed sense of purpose in their life. Show them that there is a future filled with joy and peace, even in the midst of their pain. Help them to find solace in your love and to trust in your plans for their life.

In Jesus' name, we pray, Amen.
 
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I miss cutting myself. The scars on my arms .. I wish I could make more. I miss hurting. It was the only thing that felt right. Harming myself is deserved. I can’t handle these thoughts. I wish more than anything to be dead. I wish I were covered in blood and in pain. Forgive me, Lord. Forgive me these thoughts, forgive how broken I am. Forgive me. You know I asked for none of this. Why, Lord? Why did they do it? What’s wrong with me? Sometimes I feel sorry for the little girl I was. Sometimes I hate her though. These thoughts — oh, Lord forgive me. Please forgive me, Jesus. I weep at your feet. Forgive me, and hear me. Please .. though I do not deserve it please. Amen.
I prayed for you ❤️ God has washed away your sin, He doesn’t condemn you. You are His beloved daughter. He loves you so dearly and deeply. God has always loved you and always will. I pray He comforts you and heals your heart ❤️❤️❤️
 
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I miss cutting myself. The scars on my arms .. I wish I could make more. I miss hurting. It was the only thing that felt right. Harming myself is deserved. I can’t handle these thoughts. I wish more than anything to be dead. I wish I were covered in blood and in pain. Forgive me, Lord. Forgive me these thoughts, forgive how broken I am. Forgive me. You know I asked for none of this. Why, Lord? Why did they do it? What’s wrong with me? Sometimes I feel sorry for the little girl I was. Sometimes I hate her though. These thoughts — oh, Lord forgive me. Please forgive me, Jesus. I weep at your feet. Forgive me, and hear me. Please .. though I do not deserve it please. Amen.
Forgiveness is Yours--- I'm with you. You are loved. One thing absolutely certain about this moment you're not ready to go this way. No matter how much you feel like hurting you are experiencing this amazing gift to see yourself like you never have before. Whatever is happening right now you're looking for an answer. This is good. Go get some help from a doctor and go get some serious spiritual help. Do both. Follow your heart and blend your mind. Get Louise Hays book *You Can Heal Your Life*. It will help you connect some dots. Stay inspired. Go through the motions. Read and watch YouTube videos that inspire you. Get rooted in spiritual tune ups. Your positive thoughts are a 1000 times more positive than your negative thoughts. Stay inspired 5 minutes a day. Ask yourself and notice thing about self-harm gifting me? What is this making possible? Reflect on how powerful you are. Live like you've never lived. You are ready to heal or you couldn't have reached out. Continue with the rest of your life. Live your amazing gift of life. It's a gift many never receive. Imagine beyond your pain and hateful thoughts of yourself. Do what you know to do. You're ready to live. You may write a book about your life. This is going to be the best thing for your life. Banish guilt and shame. Specifically get rid of your past life thoughts. Get traction now. Get Out of your mind. There's nothing wrong with you. You don't need fixing. You're being too hard on yourself. God is working out the details of your life. God will deliver you from your thoughts. The negative are just perceptions. Change your perceptions. Follow your heart. You've just bumped into old wounds and thoughts. You're not going crazy you're just waking up! Realize this moment is your dream coming true. There is no bad. You choose your life. There is no other way. Change how you see things. Sometimes it hurts. Stick with it! Everything is perfect. Relax it's not forever. You're healing. Just ease. Don't judge yourself. Just because you can't figure it out right now doesn't mean that your Masterpiece isn't working itself out. Accept it, deal with it. God will answer your prayers. Improve your diet. Ask better questions. Exercise. Find clarity. Continue to live your life and visualize better outcomes. You will be stronger and better than you can imagine. Love is real. God bless.
 
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I prayed in Jesus' name that God will answer your prayer request according to God's perfect love, wisdom, will, timing, grace, and mercy. Thank You Jesus!!!

Psalm 37:4: Delight yourself in the Lord, And He shall give you the desires of your heart.
Matthew 6:33
: But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you.


Let Us Pray: God Thank You. Thank You for loving me. Thank You for always being there for me. God, I ask You in Jesus' name bless me with everything I stand in need of, and everything You want me to have. Bless me to prosper, have excellent health, and never stop growing in the grace and knowledge of Christ Jesus. Bless me with love, power, and a sound mind. Heal me in every area of my life. Let Your Word be a lamp unto my feet, and a light unto my path. God bless me with Your favor, knowledge, wisdom, peace, protection, strength, and success in all You have called me to do. And bless me to do all You have called me to do in the spirit of excellence for Your glory.

God bless me with the strength, desire, passion, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Bless me to know You, love You, and live my life to honor and please You. God cleansed me of everything in my life that breaks your heart. Let me be a light in this dark world, lifting You up in the lifestyle that I live. Let all those who are watching me see that Jesus Christ is my Savior and Lord of ALL of my life. Let the joy of the Lord be my strength. Protect me God from all the plans of my enemies and the plans of the enemy of my soul. God all that I have asked of You, in this prayer, please do the same for the writer of the prayer, all those who truly love me, care about me, want Your best for me, pray Your best for me, and all those I love and care about. God please forever honor this prayer over each of our lives. God Thank You. Thank You Lord Jesus. Amen, so be it by faith, and by faith, it is so in Jesus' name.
Prayer was written by Encourager ###, M.A., Board Certified Professional Christian Life Coach.

Have A Blessed, Healthy, and Prosperous New Year 2024
 
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Thank you for giving us the privilege to pray on your behalf. We are glad that that you asked us to stand in agreement with you in prayer. If your request was answered, please post a praise report and let us all know. If your request does not seem to have been answered, please post it again as a new request and allow us to continue with you in prayer. We all hope that our prayers are answered in the way that we want. Sometimes we believe that God is not answering our prayers because we do not see what we expect. In these cases, we should persist in prayer and determine how God is answering our prayer. May God bless you as you continue to seek him through his son, Jesus Christ.
 
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