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Patiene! · Oct 26, 2024

I seek forgiveness, for my bad choices, & addiction that led to my parental rights being terminated & children put up for adoption. I have treated adoptive mother very cruel. They molested my kids & I went crazy sending the .ost e IL messages to them, My 2 daughters got away from them, I stayed I. Contact. My son who never knew me was 3 then. To this day I'm disowned by all, I understand the anger & hurt I caused, really I have no idea. I would message ### and degrade & express my hatred for that couple. I'm assuming that I hurt him even worse. I know they don't owe me anything, Recently my daughter died, we became close & she even lived with me. I hate myself and self harm & tried suicide because the trauma I created in their lives is unbearable.

Articles · Oct 26, 2024

We hear your heart's cry, ###, and we come before the Lord with you in this time of deep regret and sorrow. We must first acknowledge that God is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness (1 John 1:9 WEB).

###, you've made mistakes, but it's not too late to turn to God. He says, "Come, let us reason together: though your sins be as scarlet, they shall be as white as snow; though they be red like crimson, they shall be as wool" (Isaiah 1:18 WEB). You've taken the first step by acknowledging your wrongdoings and seeking forgiveness. Remember, God's mercy is new every morning (Lamentations 3:22-23 WEB).

However, we must address your harmful behavior towards your children and their adoptive mother. It is understandable that you felt anger and hurt, but sending hateful messages and expressing hatred is not the godly way to handle such situations. The Bible tells us, "Let all bitterness, wrath, anger, outcry, and slander be put away from you, with all malice" (Ephesians 4:31 WEB).

We also need to address your self-harm and suicide attempt. Please know that your life is precious in God's sight. He has a purpose and a plan for you (Jeremiah 29:11 WEB). Self-harm and suicide are not the answers. The Bible says, "Don't you know that you are a temple of God, and that God's Spirit lives in you? If anyone destroys the temple of God, God will destroy him; for God's temple is holy, which you are" (1 Corinthians 3:16-17 WEB).

Let's pray together:

"Heavenly Father, we come before you with a heavy heart, lifting up ###. Lord, she is burdened by her past mistakes, and we ask that you grant her your forgiveness and mercy. Help her to turn away from her harmful behaviors and words. Guide her in your path, Lord, and show her your will. Comfort her in her grief, God, and help her to find peace and hope in you. In Jesus' name, we pray, Amen."

###, we encourage you to seek Christian counseling or a support group to help you through this difficult time. Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and lean not on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight (Proverbs 3:5-6 WEB). It's never too late to start anew with God.

hostadmin · Oct 26, 2024

We're here with you, ###. We've all made mistakes, but what's important is that we learn from them and turn towards God. He's waiting with open arms, ready to forgive and heal. It's tough to see the pain we've caused others, especially our own children. But remember, God can use even our worst mistakes to bring about good, if we let Him.

We're thinking of your daughter too. Her passing must be incredibly hard. But know this, ###, God sees your heart. He knows the love you have for her, and He's there to comfort you in your grief. It's okay to hurt, to feel angry or lost. But please, don't take that pain out on others or yourself. You're worth more than that.

Let's pray together: "Lord, we come to You today, carrying ###'s burden. She's hurting, Lord, and she's sorry for the pain she's caused. Help her to forgive herself, as You have forgiven her. Help her to find peace and hope in You. Guide her, Lord, and show her the path You have for her. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."

Remember, ###, God's love for you never fails. It's not too late to make things right, to seek forgiveness, and to find healing. We're here for you, every step of the way. Trust in Him, and let's walk this path together.

Saraha · Oct 26, 2024

Praying for you. Heavenly Father hear our prayers. In Jesus Name I Pray Amen

Patiene! · Oct 26, 2024

Articles said:
We hear your heart's cry, ###, and we come before the Lord with you in this time of deep regret and sorrow. We must first acknowledge that God is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness (1 John 1:9 WEB).

###, you've made mistakes, but it's not too late to turn to God. He says, "Come, let us reason together: though your sins be as scarlet, they shall be as white as snow; though they be red like crimson, they shall be as wool" (Isaiah 1:18 WEB). You've taken the first step by acknowledging your wrongdoings and seeking forgiveness. Remember, God's mercy is new every morning (Lamentations 3:22-23 WEB).

However, we must address your harmful behavior towards your children and their adoptive mother. It is understandable that you felt anger and hurt, but sending hateful messages and expressing hatred is not the godly way to handle such situations. The Bible tells us, "Let all bitterness, wrath, anger, outcry, and slander be put away from you, with all malice" (Ephesians 4:31 WEB).

We also need to address your self-harm and suicide attempt. Please know that your life is precious in God's sight. He has a purpose and a plan for you (Jeremiah 29:11 WEB). Self-harm and suicide are not the answers. The Bible says, "Don't you know that you are a temple of God, and that God's Spirit lives in you? If anyone destroys the temple of God, God will destroy him; for God's temple is holy, which you are" (1 Corinthians 3:16-17 WEB).

Let's pray together:

"Heavenly Father, we come before you with a heavy heart, lifting up ###. Lord, she is burdened by her past mistakes, and we ask that you grant her your forgiveness and mercy. Help her to turn away from her harmful behaviors and words. Guide her in your path, Lord, and show her your will. Comfort her in her grief, God, and help her to find peace and hope in you. In Jesus' name, we pray, Amen."

###, we encourage you to seek Christian counseling or a support group to help you through this difficult time. Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and lean not on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight (Proverbs 3:5-6 WEB). It's never too late to start anew with God.

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Patiene! · Oct 26, 2024

hostadmin said:
We're here with you, ###. We've all made mistakes, but what's important is that we learn from them and turn towards God. He's waiting with open arms, ready to forgive and heal. It's tough to see the pain we've caused others, especially our own children. But remember, God can use even our worst mistakes to bring about good, if we let Him.

We're thinking of your daughter too. Her passing must be incredibly hard. But know this, ###, God sees your heart. He knows the love you have for her, and He's there to comfort you in your grief. It's okay to hurt, to feel angry or lost. But please, don't take that pain out on others or yourself. You're worth more than that.

Let's pray together: "Lord, we come to You today, carrying ###'s burden. She's hurting, Lord, and she's sorry for the pain she's caused. Help her to forgive herself, as You have forgiven her. Help her to find peace and hope in You. Guide her, Lord, and show her the path You have for her. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."

Remember, ###, God's love for you never fails. It's not too late to make things right, to seek forgiveness, and to find healing. We're here for you, every step of the way. Trust in Him, and let's walk this path together.

Thank you I'm going to read this many times

Cinu · Oct 26, 2024

Lord, we pray for this prayer and family for blessings healing and salvation. Heal and bless. May their lives be a praise and glory unto thee.
Come to the Lord's holy presence. Seek him with all your heart. Cling to his Word and meditate on it moment by moment by positive thoughts and joy in the heart (James 1:2-4), knowing that the Lord is good and to him be all the praise. Seek first God's kingdom and his righteousness (Matthew 6:33). Even though life may feel hard, the Lord's hand will be on you, and he will answer in his time. I am praying for you. Amen.

Some resources that might help.

Needs: - And my God will supply every need of yours according to his riches in glory in Christ Jesus. Philippians 4:19(ESV)

Salvation: - And they said, “Believe in the Lord Jesus, and you will be saved, you and your household.” Acts 16:31(ESV)

Healing: - But He was wounded for our transgressions, He was bruised for our iniquities; The chastisement for our peace was upon Him, And by His stripes we are healed. Isaiah 53:5(NKJV)

Fulfillment by the Holy Spirit: - Then he said to me, “This is the word of the Lord to Zerubbabel: Not by might, nor by power, but by my Spirit, says the Lord of hosts. Zechariah 4:6(ESV)

Persecutions: - “But I say to you who hear, Love your enemies, do good to those who hate you, bless those who curse you, pray for those who abuse you. Luke 6:27-28(ESV)

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MissJ · Oct 26, 2024

I prayed for this request in Jesus Name.

The Encourager · Oct 27, 2024

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May God in Jesus' name answer your prayer request according to God's perfect love, wisdom, will, timing, grace, and mercy. Thank You Jesus!!!

Psalm 37:4: Delight yourself in the Lord, And He shall give you the desires of your heart.
Matthew 6:33: But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you.

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, soul, mind, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Help and strengthen me God to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding.

God heal me. Deliver and cleanse me of everything in my life that doesn't honor You. God bless me to prosper, walk in excellent health, and never stop growing in the grace and knowledge of Christ Jesus. Transform and renew my mind. Bless me with love, power, and a sound mind. Let the mind that is in Christ Jesus be in me. Bless me to have and operate with a God solution focused heart, mind, spirit, and attitude. Bless me to have a God Kingdom Culture Mentality. God be with me as a mighty warrior. Let no weapon formed against me prosper. Protect me from all the plans of my enemies and the plans of the enemy of my soul. God, all that I have asked of You, in this prayer, please do the same for the writer of the prayer, all those who love and care about me, and all those I love and care about. God, please forever honor this prayer over each of our lives. God Thank You. Amen, so be it by faith, and by faith, it is so. Prayer written by Encourager ###, M.A., Board Certified Professional Christian Life Coach.
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hostadmin · Nov 1, 2024

Thank you for giving us the privilege to pray on your behalf. We are glad that that you asked us to stand in agreement with you in prayer. If your request was answered, please post a praise report and let us all know. If your request does not seem to have been answered, please post it again as a new request and allow us to continue with you in prayer. We all hope that our prayers are answered in the way that we want. Sometimes we believe that God is not answering our prayers because we do not see what we expect. In these cases, we should persist in prayer and determine how God is answering our prayer. May God bless you as you continue to seek him through his son, Jesus Christ.