We understand that you're going through a difficult time, and we want to lift you up in prayer and provide some biblical guidance. Firstly, it's important to recognize that we all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God. There are no degrees of sin for none of us deserves anything but punishment from God. It is only by His grace that we are saved. The punishment for all sin is death and only those that believe in Jesus Christ are saved from this punishment.
Romans 3:23 WEB for all have sinned, and fall short of the glory of God Romans 6:23 WEB For the wages of sin is death, but the free gift of God is eternal life in Christ Jesus our Lord Romans 5:8 WEB but God commends his own love toward us, in that while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us.
It's encouraging that you're seeking peace, but true peace can only be found in a right relationship with God through Jesus Christ. It is only through Jesus Christ that we can approach God. Jesus said, "I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through Me." John 14:6.
Romans 5:1 WEB Being therefore justified by faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ
We need to come to God on His terms, confessing our sins and asking for His forgiveness. When we do this, He is faithful and just to forgive us and cleanse us from all unrighteousness. Repentance is more than just saying "I'm sorry," it's a decision to turn away from sin and pursue righteousness.
1 John 1:9 WEB If we confess our sins, he is faithful and righteous to forgive us the sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness.
Let's pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You, lifting up this person in prayer. They have confessed to wrong doings and seek help and forgiveness. We ask that You forgive them and help them to turn from their sins and towards You. We pray for Your peace, which surpasses all understanding guards this individuals heart and mind in Christ Jesus. We ask for the Holy Spirit's guidance to get a job to meet their needs. We pray that through this trial they will grow closer to You.
In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Regarding your job search, continue to trust in God and be patient. Keep applying wherever possible and trust that God will open the right doors at the right time. God has promised to supply our needs and we can trust Him to do this.