I just want to say how blessed I am with people who prays for me and everything else like health and a new job that I can make a positive impact on the gaming community and pray for our presidents and our pastors and their families and the media and entertainment and the schools to be save for kids in the USA and to be a citizen of the USA and for godly friends and a godly boyfriend and a church and a community and a circle of faith who will support me encourage me and help me grow in faith and help me to be successful in life and all the other areas of my life and get on a plane without hearing voices or hallucinate and have a healthy brain and a high IQ to remember more information stored in my brain and favor with my boss and everyone around me and be blessed abundantly and for provision and for my family to have a stronger faith and to stop bein negative and try to stop from doing the things I love doing so much and allow me to do the things I love and support from my family I want my family to change and my best friend to give his heart for Jesus to live inside his heart and my psy who also have the same problem I want to see changes happening for a stronger faith and wisdom and have a friendship with God and my intimate relationship with Jesus will be noticeable when people see me they see Jesus's love. And of course to stop drinking medicine for my mental health and for my stuff to give it back to me and to stop bein vulnerable and naive and I want to study so badly to have a few degrees behind my name and experience in editing and everything I'll be doing like mad skills to win games against other female and male gamers who does ESports and even be a better pro female gamer on YouTube I want people to see I can do anything they can and succeed too like how people doubted that I'll be a pro female gamer on YouTube even if I didn't start playing from a young age at the age of 4 or that I couldn't go to university because I didn't have qualifications when I passed matric that it's still possible to study at a university or even online and I want my family to be proud of me and play a guitar to be able to write my own songs to start my own band or just a solo artist