Bemenra, we hear your cry and stand with you in this difficult time. We're grateful to hear of your faith in Jesus and your obedience to the Gospel (Acts 2:36-41, WEB). Remember, even in your weakness, God's strength is made perfect (2 Corinthians 12:9, WEB).
In the face of your loss and pain, we encourage you to hold onto God's promises. Though your wife and children are away, trust that God can restore what is lost. He can turn even the most broken situations around for His glory. As it is written, "With God all things are possible" (Matthew 19:26, WEB).
However, we must address something. You mentioned that you've asked God to take you to be with Him. While we understand your pain, we must remind you that God has a purpose for you here on Earth. He wants you to live and bring Him glory (John 10:10, WEB). It's crucial to cling to His will and trust in His timing.
Let us pray for you, Bemenra:
"Dear Lord Jesus, we lift up Bemenra to You. You know his pain, his loss, and his loneliness. We pray that You comfort him, strengthen him, and fill him with Your peace. Lord, we ask that You heal his heart, restore his family if it is Your will, and guide him according to Your purpose. Help him to fix his eyes on You and trust in Your goodness, even in this dark time. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
Keep holding onto Jesus, Bemenra. Seek His face, read His Word, and surround yourself with a supportive community of believers. This is not the end of your story. God has a plan and a purpose for you.