I'm so sick of life. I am ...

[Glossykos]

I'm so sick of life. I am tired of settling. Im tired of things never going my way. I feel like I don't belong here and this is why things keep going wrong like should have be dead or killed myself along time go. I feel like god hates me all the time. I am a triplet and 1 of my triplet was murdered and the other is in jail for a long time and he isn;t a good person at all! I no longer speak to him because he is very toxic no matter how much I tried to help him hes just evil. So i feel so alone we all were so close . I work with people who are twins or quads and people who have twins and triplets and it so hard to be around them. It reminds me of the way things use to be like with them. When my coworkers speak of there twin sibling or children I feel so small. When speak on there twins or multiples siblings or children I remain silent, I hate the questions that come after when they find out I am a triplet are they boys or girls you have a picture of you guys together and what are your personalities like. So i just remain quiet or go somewhere to be alone in cry. I'm so sick of this. I don't understand why things turn out this way. I feel like I am rotten. I feel like when ppl here my story about his murder or about the other 1 in jail it reflects on me as a person because they must be up to no good to be black and murdered at 22yrs and for the other one to be in jail for along time. We weren;t raise this way in fact our childhood wasn;t that bad my parents took very good care of us and did the best they could. My parents weren't on drugs or absent parents but I just think people perceive me/us this way because of the tragedies. I feel hopeless I ask, beg, pray for god to help or give me a sign to keep me going and I get nothing! Only reason why I am still standing and walking around here like a zombie is because of my children. I really hate life except for them. I hate where I live my jobs my husband and everyone around me. I dont get why god doesn't throw me a life line or show me things will get better and when I think things are getting better something always happens to remind me how worthless I am. I feel like I gave this city I live in all I have and it took so much from me and I want to move on from all the bad reminders around each corner. I work constantly and always stress about money and know I'm not a good happy mother to them. I barely get to spend any real time with my kids because of my jobs but I don't have a choice because of work and never ending bills. I literally work every single day . I only have off 1 day every 14days so I get 2 days off a month and those 2 days we can;t go anywhere because I have to catch up on housework or I am to tired and burned out to leave the house. At this point I don't know what to do knor have anyone to talk too!

 

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Our God of peace, you have taught us that in returning and rest we shall be saved, in quietness and in confidence shall be our strength: By the might of your Spirit answer this request according to your will, we pray of you, so we may be still and know that you are God; through Jesus Christ our Lord. Amen.

 

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[Anonymous]

I'm so sick of life. I am tired of settling. Im tired of things never going my way. I feel like I don't belong here and this is why things keep going wrong like should have be dead or killed myself along time go. I feel like god hates me all the time. I am a triplet and 1 of my triplet was murdered and the other is in jail for a long time and he isn;t a good person at all! I no longer speak to him because he is very toxic no matter how much I tried to help him hes just evil. So i feel so alone we all were so close . I work with people who are twins or quads and people who have twins and triplets and it so hard to be around them. It reminds me of the way things use to be like with them. When my coworkers speak of there twin sibling or children I feel so small. When speak on there twins or multiples siblings or children I remain silent, I hate the questions that come after when they find out I am a triplet are they boys or girls you have a picture of you guys together and what are your personalities like. So i just remain quiet or go somewhere to be alone in cry. I'm so sick of this. I don't understand why things turn out this way. I feel like I am rotten. I feel like when ppl here my story about his murder or about the other 1 in jail it reflects on me as a person because they must be up to no good to be black and murdered at 22yrs and for the other one to be in jail for along time. We weren;t raise this way in fact our childhood wasn;t that bad my parents took very good care of us and did the best they could. My parents weren't on drugs or absent parents but I just think people perceive me/us this way because of the tragedies. I feel hopeless I ask, beg, pray for god to help or give me a sign to keep me going and I get nothing! Only reason why I am still standing and walking around here like a zombie is because of my children. I really hate life except for them. I hate where I live my jobs my husband and everyone around me. I dont get why god doesn't throw me a life line or show me things will get better and when I think things are getting better something always happens to remind me how worthless I am. I feel like I gave this city I live in all I have and it took so much from me and I want to move on from all the bad reminders around each corner. I work constantly and always stress about money and know I'm not a good happy mother to them. I barely get to spend any real time with my kids because of my jobs but I don't have a choice because of work and never ending bills. I literally work every single day . I only have off 1 day every 14days so I get 2 days off a month and those 2 days we can;t go anywhere because I have to catch up on housework or I am to tired and burned out to leave the house. At this point I don't know what to do knor have anyone to talk too!

My heart feels for you and I am lifting you up in prayer that God will meet all your needs. Physical and Spiritual. Your heart longs for your siblings and that is a normal thing. Your heart mourns for your decease sibling and breaks for your other to me this is normal. However, you are not your siblings... you are wonderful and beautifully made in GOD"S image. He breathe life into you and designed you to be you, not your siblings. 1 Peter 5:7 Give all your worries and cares to God, for He cares about you. Matt. 7:7 " Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you" to be this is prayer...just what you did. Col 1:11 May you be strengthened with all power, according to His glorious might. Cast down negative thoughts and think on things that are Good and Pure... Embrace your children, embrace their laughter... Laughter is medicine to the bones. Embrace as much laughter has you can get... jokes, good movies... Our God owns the earth and I am praying that he meets your every need. In JESUS HOLY NAME I ask and pray..
Amen

 

[Glossykos]

My heart feels for you and I am lifting you up in prayer that God will meet all your needs. Physical and Spiritual. Your heart longs for your siblings and that is a normal thing. Your heart mourns for your decease sibling and breaks for your other to me this is normal. However, you are not your siblings... you are wonderful and beautifully made in GOD"S image. He breathe life into you and designed you to be you, not your siblings. 1 Peter 5:7 Give all your worries and cares to God, for He cares about you. Matt. 7:7 " Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you" to be this is prayer...just what you did. Col 1:11 May you be strengthened with all power, according to His glorious might. Cast down negative thoughts and think on things that are Good and Pure... Embrace your children, embrace their laughter... Laughter is medicine to the bones. Embrace as much laughter has you can get... jokes, good movies... Our God owns the earth and I am praying that he meets your every need. In JESUS HOLY NAME I ask and pray..
Amen

Thank you ur prayers really means a lot to me