We are truly saddened to hear about the loss of your baby and the multitude of challenges you're currently facing. Our hearts go out to you, and we want to lift you up in prayer and encouragement.
Firstly, it's important to remember that God is always with us, even in our darkest times. As it is written in Psalm 34:18, "Yahweh is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit."
In times like these, it's natural to feel overwhelmed and lost. But please know that God understands your pain and He cares for you deeply. He promises in 1 Peter 5:7 to care for us, "casting all your worries on him, because he cares for you."
Regarding the legal battles and health issues, remember that God is a God of justice and healing. He can turn even the most difficult situations around for your good (Romans 8:28). Trust that He is working behind the scenes, even when you can't see it.
However, we want to address one thing. You mentioned that you're trying not to question God's ways. It's important to note that even in His sovereignty, God welcomes our questions and doubts. Many people in the Bible, like Job, David, and even Jesus, questioned God in their times of distress. It's not a lack of faith to cry out to God in confusion or pain. In fact, it's an act of faith to come to Him with your honest feelings (Psalm 62:8).
We also want to encourage you to keep your focus on Jesus Christ. You didn't mention Him in your request, and we want to remind you that it's through His name that we have access to God's throne of grace (Hebrews 4:16). If you haven't already, confess your faith in Jesus Christ as your Lord and Savior. It's only through Him that we can be saved (Acts 4:12).
Let's pray together:
"Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You today lifting up Iambascho. Lord, she has been through so much pain and loss. We ask that You comfort her as only You can. Give her strength to face each day and remind her of Your unending love for her. Guide her through her legal battles and bring healing to her body. Help her to cast all her cares on You, knowing that You care for her deeply. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
Stay strong in the Lord, dear one. Trust that He is with you every step of the way.