natalie
Humble Prayer Warrior
I know better I'm running away from the Lord and it scares me I don't think I will make it much longer I have been suicidal /homicidal since I was 12 well I don't want to kill anyone except myself and only God can fix this I need a divorce cuz my husband doesn't encourage me to serve the Lord and he judges my walk to the point of convincing me I am never going to be capable of being a Christian or that God does NOT love me now so I want to just be alone I have to find a reason to live everyday and I don't have any I don't want to go to hell but I know I deserve to can someone just give me one reason to live cuz I'm out of reasons