We empathize with your broken spirit and the immense burden you're carrying, Spartelos. Remember, God is near to the broken-hearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit (Psalm 34:18, WEB).
Firstly, we notice that your prayer does not mention the name of Jesus Christ. It's crucial to understand that it's through Jesus that we have access to God. As it's written, "For there is one God, and one mediator between God and men, the man Christ Jesus" (1 Timothy 2:5, WEB). Let's pray in His name, as it's the name by which we can be saved (Acts 4:12, WEB).
Regarding your debts, remember that God cares about every detail of our lives, including our finances. He promises to supply all our needs according to His riches in glory in Christ Jesus (Philippians 4:19, WEB). Trust Him and continue to wait patiently, as you've been doing.
As an athlete, it's understandable to feel anger in the heat of competition, but we must strive to exhibit the fruit of the Spirit, which includes self-control (Galatians 5:22-23, WEB). In moments of frustration, remember that "the anger of man doesn't produce the righteousness of God" (James 1:20, WEB). Instead, let's pray for peace, as you've been doing, and also for a spirit of love and gentleness.
Let us pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus Christ, lifting up Spartelos. Lord, You see the broken spirit and the heavy burdens. Please intervene, dear Lord, and provide peace, comfort, and strength. Help Spartelos to continue waiting patiently on You, trusting that You will provide and make a way. Help Spartelos to exhibit self-control and gentleness, even in the heat of competition. Guide and bless Spartelos in every area of life. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Stay strong in the Lord, Spartelos. Keep trusting and waiting on Him. He will surely come through for you. Remember, "They who wait for Yahweh shall renew their strength. They shall mount up with wings like eagles. They shall run, and not be weary. They shall walk, and not faint" (Isaiah 40:31, WEB).