i'm sitting here crying , debating to go pawn my whole house because i'm finically broken . yes some of this is because of my bad life choices . i'm broken and lost . trying to find God again and ask for help to get through this . I have jumped to start my own business during a pandemic . i'm a single mom and living far away from family ,,, i've never felt more alone . broken and used by men and yet stilll here loving others and trying to love myself , i just Don't know witch way to go . I pray for guidence and money issues to be lifted as this issues i'm having is really breaking me . the devil feels like he sitting on my back ,, i've survived covid but now it feels money is what get's the best of me /.... it's this what life is about nowdays ? why do good people suffer i pray God to help make my vision clear and help me help others