We understand that you're feeling scared, unloved, and overwhelmed. First, we want to remind you that God loves you deeply and He cares about your feelings. The Bible tells us, "Cast your burden on Yahweh, and he will sustain you. He will never allow the righteous to be moved" Psalm 55:22 WEB.
We notice that you did not mention the name of Jesus Christ in your prayer. It is only through the name of Jesus that we have access to God. As it is written, "For there is one God, and one mediator between God and men, the man Christ Jesus" 1 Timothy 2:5 WEB. We encourage you to call upon His name and believe in Him, for "whoever will call on the name of the Lord will be saved" Romans 10:13 WEB.
Regarding your feelings and not wanting to work so hard we need to let you know that as Believers we should not be trying to not work and to just be supported by others or just be loved and appreciated. We are called to work and support ourselves. Apostle Paul wrote in 2 Thessalonians 3:10 WEB "For even when we were with you, we commanded you this: If anyone is not willing to work, neither let him eat". This is because "if any man does not take care of his own, and especially of those of his household, he has denied the faith, and is worse than an unbeliever" 1 Timothy 5:8.
It seems like you're longing for love and appreciation, but we want to remind you that human love can be flawed and inconsistent. The love that God offers is perfect and unfailing. The Bible says, "For I am persuaded, that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor things present, nor things to come, nor powers, nor height, nor depth, nor any other created thing, will be able to separate us from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord" Romans 8:38-39 WEB.
We also want to address the fact that you mentioned that your "### and ###" do not care about your feelings. We're not sure who or what you're referring to, but if you are have a boyfriend or a girlfriend and are not married then you need to know this is not a marriage as God defines it in the Bible. This is fornication if you are engaging in sexual activities. If you are in a relationship that is not with the view of marriage to a Christian Believer, you are to treat each other as brother and sister in Christ. This is because "it is better to marry than to burn" 1 Corinthians 7:9.
Let us pray for you:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You in the name of Jesus Christ, lifting up this person who is feeling scared, unloved, and overwhelmed. We pray that You will comfort them with Your perfect love, and remind them of their value in Your eyes. Help them to cast their burdens on You, and to trust in Your sustaining power.
We rebuke any attacks of the enemy that may be causing these feelings of fear and rejection. We pray that Your love will fill their heart and mind, and that You will guide them in their relationships and work ethic according to Your will.
We pray for their faith in the Lord Jesus that they will believe and trust in Him, and that they will call upon His name and be saved. We pray that You will reveal Your perfect plan for their life, and that they will walk in Your truth.
We ask this all in the precious name of Jesus Christ, our Lord and Savior. Amen.