I am standing with you and I encourage you to pull down every thought and imagination that exalts itself against the knowledge of God. God has given you authority in the name of Jesus to bring every thought into captivity. I understand how those kind of thoughts can take over you and the enemy is really sly making you think that they are your thoughts when all along it is he that knows how to push your buttons. God is going to set your free...I encourage you to rebuke the thoughts and tell the devil to take a hike...he is a liar and the father of all lies. If you listen to him long enough he can convince you of most anything.
Continue to stand on God's word that says you are fearfully and wonderfully made and God does not make you anything but who he desires you to be...knowing who you are in Christ Jesus will help you to be able to resist the enemy when he lies to you....God's word says to submit yourself to God and resist the devil and he will flee.
James 4:7
New International Version (NIV)
7 Submit yourselves, then, to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you.
You do not have to walk this out alone...continue to come and to ask for help....Father, I just release your peace now and your comfort and you joy that your child can walk free from this tormenting spirit...i command the enemy to take his hands off you now and set you free by the power of the blood of Jesus..there is power in the blood to cleanse and to heal and to make you whole....I release the anointing now to flow and break off this bondage and these mind binding spirits that come to torment....I speak peace now and the assurance that all is well and strength and faith to begin now to rise up and be able to confront this devil that would keep you bound....now rise up and shake off these chains and walk free in the Name of Jesus Christ. Amen!