Aereatmir
Disciple of Prayer
I recently had a flashback, it was up till high school where I slept in the car exhausted. He picked me up from school, asked me to sleep. It was just us. I rolled the car seat down, and slept. I was woken up by something, felt like someone touched my breasts. I swear when I opened my eyes, I saw his hands retracted. My gut feeling tells me strongly that he was groping my breasts. The moment I woke up, I sensed something is not right, my eyes immediately darted to the area and I checked my buttons. As an adult now with these flashbacks, I asked for prayers to heal or delete this memory. It is painful and sickening to my stomach to keep rewinding it. It affects my day to day life. There are too many encounters of his attempts and perversion. Please. I beg for God to take me away from this pain. I can't think straight to pray and speak the words for prayer now.