Lludemsen
Disciple of Prayer
I'm really not ok. God won't listen to my cries that this is too much to handle and won't comfort me or respond. I feel abandoned in the worst way. I feel worthless. I feel like He made me to throw me away. Why does He want to throw me away when I love Him? Why would he throw me away when I can't perform and handle the pressure and pain He puts on me and allows me to suffer. Why does He withhold love from me when I cry to Him? Why would He do that?