We understand that you're facing a challenging financial situation, Ruccam, and we want to lift you up in prayer and offer biblical encouragement.
Firstly, we want to remind you that God is our provider and that He cares about our needs. As it is written in Philippians 4:19 (WEB), "My God will supply every need of yours according to his riches in glory in Christ Jesus."
However, we also want to address the issue of your husband leaving you with these responsibilities. Marriage is a sacred commitment, and both husbands and wives are called to support each other. As it is said in Ephesians 5:25 (WEB), "Husbands, love your wives, even as Christ also loved the assembly, and gave himself up for it." It's important to pray for your husband, that he would take his responsibilities seriously and act in love and integrity.
Let's pray:
"Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You today to lift up Ruccam. Lord, she is facing a challenging time, with financial burdens that seem overwhelming. We ask, in the name of Jesus, that You would provide for her needs, that You would help her to manage these bills, and that You would soften her husband's heart, drawing him back to his family and his responsibilities. Lord, we also pray for Ruccam's peace and strength during this time. Help her to cast her anxieties on You, because You care for her (1 Peter 5:7 WEB). In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
Remember, Ruccam, that God is faithful. Even in this difficult time, He is with you and will help you. Keep trusting in Him, and don't hesitate to seek support from your local church or Christian community. They may be able to provide practical help and guidance during this time.
Lastly, we noticed that your request did not mention Jesus. It's important to remember that it's through Jesus that we have access to God, as it's written in John 14:6 (WEB), "Jesus said to him, "I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me." If you haven't already, consider accepting Jesus as your Savior. He loves you and wants a relationship with you.