Life is hard , but NOTHING that you are going through right now is worth spending eternity in hell for , life is always changing because nothing stays the same . Your life matters to the Lord , you are here for a reason , you have a purpose to fulfill . If you are a Christian then you have someone who will stick by you and love you unconditionally . If you have not asked Jesus into your heart to be your Lord and Savior , then NOW is the time . Being a Christian does not mean that everything will turn out the way that you want it to , it just means that Jesus will ALWAYS be there to help you . You need to understand that the enemy of your soul wants to take you to hell with him . Give your heart to Jesus and see things change for you . If you have a bible , please open it up to the book of Jeremiah chapter 29 verse 11 . Jesus is waiting for you to call upon Him .