Demetrius
Disciple of Prayer
I'm not sure where to begin. I usually don't open up or seek help I just pray and keep to myself but I do know that the word tell us that when two or more gather in his name he is there with us (Matthew 18:20). Please bear with me through this long post. I graduated HS in 2011 (Florida) and have always had a dream to be great and play football. I decided to go to California to enroll into community college despite not having money for school or living. In the process of playing for two years and earning an AA degree I was homeless. After graduating in 2013 I headed to Texas tech university to play football on scholarship. Due to NCAA transfer rules I was never really able to play so I sat out of school and football from 2013-2015. During the time one of my brothers passed away and I again faced more adversity. In 2015 I transferred to Michigan to play college football and get my bachelors and am currently still here. My head coach isn't a man of God and knowing the things I've gone through for one reason or another he doesn't like me and has told me I should just give up on my dream. I'm at a cross roads because I'm so hurt and conflicted, I went from being a top recruit in the nation to a man now not knowing what to do. I know God gave me this dream so I chase it with my all but it seems that I encounter trouble every way I turn. I can't just quit, football has helped save my life and given me an opportunity to take care of my family. I have dreams of still going to the NFL but I'm just not sure why I keep struggling and suffering when I'm just trying to do the right things. I want direction from God and to know if I should transfer once again or stay here and keep trying, I don't know if God wants me to play anymore. I just wanted to bring this to you all and ask for you to pray for me, I'm 24 and I just can't quit on myself but I just want some help from God. Thank you for reading and listening and God bless. Any prayer or advice would help