Jestia
Prayer Partner
I'm not sure if God is testing me or not but I need encouragement. I know His word says God doesn't tempt us. I've prayed and asked God for guidance with companionship and nothing is being done. I've heard Him say "YOU HAVE A HUSBAND." I'm not sure what He's referring to. I'm tired of being by myself or alone. Why the desires of my heart are not being fulfilled. I've kept and have kept my body pure for about ### yrs. I've seen others get blessed with homes, husbands, and my life has always been disappointing. I'm tired of it. @ ### I believe I'm just here to suffer. I'm not being recognized @ the church I'm attending. I've had wicked things happen to me by someone who gave me birth. Nobody helps me. I had to go in a homeless shelter where I wasn't treated poorly @ ###, ### yrs. of age. People there were getting things that they requested. I requested items not near as much as others didn't receive. Someone there was a witch, praying against me. I've paid tithes but never gotten any breakthroughs. Now that I have a place finally, I need a helpmate. I really want God to really show me who He really is. I'm tired of trying to hang on when I haven't done anything to anyone, and people are being allowed to do evil, wicked things to me. Please God.