Michael
Prayer Partner
I'm not really sure what I should say other than what I'm feeling right now.
I'm lonely.
I've been single for 4 years now since my fiance took off and I see no inclination that I will ever find anyone to spend my life with. I am lonely, broke, and sometimes I wish I was never born.
I've tried finding ways to pass the time.
Talking to friends. Exercise. Hobbies.
I've tried talking to God. Not sure if I ever got an answer.
I even used to talk to some of the people here until everyone stopped talking to me.
I put on my happy face everyday and go out into the world but I am so lonely in my soul. Everyone I know is married, in a relationship, or has kids. I wonder to myself why it is that when God saw it was bad that Adam was alone he fixed the situation but for me it seems like He wants me to be alone.
So what am I praying for? I dunno.
Maybe an end to this loneliness? Maybe some kind of understanding and purpose in my life? Or maybe I'm just ranting because I have nowhere else to rant.
Maybe though I just want the basic things all creatures great and small seem to have in this world, but I don't? Some companionship, happiness, peace, and something to look forward to.
I'm lonely.
I've been single for 4 years now since my fiance took off and I see no inclination that I will ever find anyone to spend my life with. I am lonely, broke, and sometimes I wish I was never born.
I've tried finding ways to pass the time.
Talking to friends. Exercise. Hobbies.
I've tried talking to God. Not sure if I ever got an answer.
I even used to talk to some of the people here until everyone stopped talking to me.
I put on my happy face everyday and go out into the world but I am so lonely in my soul. Everyone I know is married, in a relationship, or has kids. I wonder to myself why it is that when God saw it was bad that Adam was alone he fixed the situation but for me it seems like He wants me to be alone.
So what am I praying for? I dunno.
Maybe an end to this loneliness? Maybe some kind of understanding and purpose in my life? Or maybe I'm just ranting because I have nowhere else to rant.
Maybe though I just want the basic things all creatures great and small seem to have in this world, but I don't? Some companionship, happiness, peace, and something to look forward to.