Anonymous
Beloved of All
Hi Everyone, I'm desperately seeking prayers. I have PTSD, ADHD, and I'm trying to get tested for autism. (There are barriers to getting tested as an adult.) Because of my mental disabilities, I have been unable to secure permanent employment for the past decade, and have trouble making friends. I'm getting up there in age so I am not in the best physical health either.
Family is not an option because they are abusive (part of my PTSD is from childhood abuse). The only people I have are strangers on the internet.
I'm about to be homeless. I received an eviction summons last week, and I think I might be sued for unpaid rent from a landlord before my current one (please don't judge...). I've had to make poor decisions to avoid living in the street. I would work multiple jobs but the problem is that no one will hire me. This experience is very anxiety inducing and I'm confused about God's plan for me. I often wonder how He expects me to do His work when He's given me these mental disorders that would render me as "weird" and "crazy" to most people. Laziness is a sin, but how can I stop being "lazy" when my condition keeps me from finding gainful employment?
Asking for prayers, words of encouragement, and positive vibes. Anything helps.
Family is not an option because they are abusive (part of my PTSD is from childhood abuse). The only people I have are strangers on the internet.
I'm about to be homeless. I received an eviction summons last week, and I think I might be sued for unpaid rent from a landlord before my current one (please don't judge...). I've had to make poor decisions to avoid living in the street. I would work multiple jobs but the problem is that no one will hire me. This experience is very anxiety inducing and I'm confused about God's plan for me. I often wonder how He expects me to do His work when He's given me these mental disorders that would render me as "weird" and "crazy" to most people. Laziness is a sin, but how can I stop being "lazy" when my condition keeps me from finding gainful employment?
Asking for prayers, words of encouragement, and positive vibes. Anything helps.