Anonymous
Beloved of All
Hi Everyone, I'm desperately seeking prayers. I have PTSD, ADHD, and I'm trying to get tested for autism. (There are barriers to getting tested as an adult.) Because of my mental disabilities, I have been unable to secure permanent employment for the past decade, and have trouble making friends. I'm getting up there in age so I am not in the best physical health either.
Family is not an option because they are abusive (part of my PTSD is from childhood abuse). The only people I have are strangers on the internet.
I'm about to be homeless. I received an eviction summons last week, and I think I might be sued for unpaid rent from a landlord before my current one (please don't judge...). I've had to make poor decisions to avoid living in the street. I would work multiple jobs but the problem is that no one will hire me. This experience is very anxiety inducing and I'm confused about God's plan for me. I often wonder how He expects me to do His work when He's given me these mental disorders that would render me as "weird" and "crazy" to most people. Laziness is a sin, but how can I stop being "lazy" when my condition keeps me from finding gainful employment?
Asking for prayers, words of encouragement, and positive vibes. Anything helps.
Family is not an option because they are abusive (part of my PTSD is from childhood abuse). The only people I have are strangers on the internet.
I'm about to be homeless. I received an eviction summons last week, and I think I might be sued for unpaid rent from a landlord before my current one (please don't judge...). I've had to make poor decisions to avoid living in the street. I would work multiple jobs but the problem is that no one will hire me. This experience is very anxiety inducing and I'm confused about God's plan for me. I often wonder how He expects me to do His work when He's given me these mental disorders that would render me as "weird" and "crazy" to most people. Laziness is a sin, but how can I stop being "lazy" when my condition keeps me from finding gainful employment?
Asking for prayers, words of encouragement, and positive vibes. Anything helps.

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, soul, mind, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Help and strengthen me God to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding. 