Battowne
Disciple of Prayer
Im latha from kalyan,maharashtra i m from a hindu family i got to know jesus in the year 1994 through my 10 std tuition sir,i became a secret believer,got baptized,not knowing to my family,i m a teacher,got married to a hindu orthdox family in 2003,due to family problems n lack of god's word i went into idol worship forsaking god Jesus ,i was craving to go church live a christian life when i was a secret believer,but was afraid of family.i left my partially aided Job as advice,wished by my husband n started our own Pre school in our area for rent since 2006.in year 2011 we bought 3 flats for our classes.after 3 successful year kids started growing in strength.so problems started due to some malicious people in d committed. They complained to corporation,they started sending notice,though many society people wanted us to b there,they signed against us on their request,i was completely broken ,i begged before idols for relief,i decided to leave my breathe,i thought some god will help me in this court police cases,when i made 2 chits one live n other die,i said which ever i choose in front of idol i will follow thinking as gods wish but surprisingly got negative answer,i decided to do it thrice but majority was die,i was broken as i know it she not b God's will to make me suicide as i know they will not enter eternity.i backslided, in the year 2016 on good Friday god made me realize,i cried a lot, repented,i was guilty for my mistakes.i started praying watching angel tv which i used to ignore earlier. I was afraid to tell my husband, but i prayed,one day i got chance to pray in spirit,on the same day my husband was touched by thayappans testimony, we went to RCchurch tabor ashram,my husband felt like something leaving his body while praying,i got new mobile,net,browsed for holy spirit filled church,by gods grace one Sunday i got word to see shaboth day as holy,by gods grace same day we went to a methodist Tamil church in November 2016,my husband and 2 children got baptized in october 2017,thite paid but as per my husbands wish,he helped so many financially,before my husband became a believer we were trapped in court case which we filed first against corporation,but did not get stay,later they filed case against us,we could not concentrate on family or school, i asked my friend while waiting in court to pray for me to call angel tv,surprisingly as i reached home immediately switched on angel tv,where anbarin Sattam brother stephon was prophezicing,said god is relieving you from all court cases,he will judge your case,submit all files n papers ,i did so by gods grace and prophesy he has relieved us from this problem entirely.all praises to god,we used to do family prayer,my husband takes initiative,later we could not pray together,we pray separated,now on November 9 Th 2018 we bought new washing machine,we prayed together,i was happy for it,as i was longing for family prayer,but on the same day i was little annoyed as he scolded me 2 days back for feeding kids late breakfast,on 9 the November he touched me i rejected,i requested not to disturb me only for today,but he flarred with anger,bet me blue and black,torn my clothes,broke my tali pulled my hair badly,said all over,i will sin because of you.till date i m apologizing but he is not talking,neither eating,throwing frustration ,i feel sorry and mentally and physically broken,please pray that he should have love and mercy towards me,my elder son in 9 Th younger in 5 Th.even they are scared and worried.last month just got one small Matti pazham which i removed from stem n asked them to finish,but seeing it so he bet me badly with cricket stem.but it was my mistake so i take it for improvement.he has a kind helping nature too,but strict with kids studies too,i like my husband,i love him too much as he is God's child.please pray he should give me another chance.