Anonymous
Beloved of All
I realized that there is some form of resentment and bitterness in my heart towards Heavenly Father. The topic is my personal life, creating a family and finding a marriage partner. And in my heart in a nutshell it is this "You(God) have not been fair and faithful to me in this area of my life. I have trusted you, experienced so much pain, confusion and suffering. And You(Father) have mocked me and betrayed me!" I know and believe that Heavenly Father is Holy, Righteous and Good and that cannot be true! But that's still in my heart. Let's pray that the Heavenly Father has mercy, forgives me, cleans this bitterness and offense from my heart! Let us pray that God will give me understanding and deep understanding on this subject. I'm just looking for the truth.... I'm hurt... I also have prejudice, resentment and bitterness towards women. I think they are dishonest, exploitative and manipulative. And that way, I don't let anyone into my life. Let us pray that God will heal and cleanse this in my heart as well. Let us pray that God will give me understanding and discernment on this topic as well. Let us pray that God will do His perfect will and plan in this area of my life, in the Name of Jesus Christ! God help me to surrender everything to Him…