Jacob_Shouse
Humble Prayer Warrior
I’m Jacob.. Please intercede for me. I’m so over demons touching my private parts! How does a person be obedient to God when you have something on you playing with your body part? It’s taking all I have not to end my pain! I can’t be what God wants me to be as long demons are doing this to me! I don’t want to be here anymore! I crave death now! I crave leaving this hell hole! I hate my life so much I can’t do this anymore. No one on this earth coukd live like this and walk strong in the Lord! Impossible! Father in the name of Jesus where are you Lord I need you I want to die I can’t do this anymore! I find life pointless to be in now! I been thinking about how and different ways to even do it. This is to much! Gods given me to much and he can take it all back bec I don’t want any of it! God dealt me with a deck of cards in this life that I do not want! Father kill me why am I here? What’s the point? If this never stops I will take my life God you know I’m telling the truth! I asked you into my life and heart 6 years ago to stop living worldly and to serve you. Getting raped by demons is to much! I can’t do this I will do it if I have too! So Lord answer my petition and heal my throat so I can fast and get these demons off of me! Lord how I can be a believer in you and live like this? Don’t I get joy and love in my life? All I feel is darkness! I hate life! In your name I pray. Amen.